diff --git "a/AnnoMi-client/test.tsv" "b/AnnoMi-client/test.tsv" new file mode 100644--- /dev/null +++ "b/AnnoMi-client/test.tsv" @@ -0,0 +1,1130 @@ +id video_name text label task +0 AnnoMi-client_116_163.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1 AnnoMi-client_116_165.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +2 AnnoMi-client_117_1.mp4 Uh, just I'm sick of my drinking. I'm drinking too much. Um, I just thought, uh, maybe I need someone to talk to, get some help about it. change talk_type +3 AnnoMi-client_117_3.mp4 Yeah, it's just- it's just got worse over the last six months? neutral talk_type +4 AnnoMi-client_117_5.mp4 Well, I guess, I drank, you know, like most people do before, um, but I broke up with my boyfriend, uh, about a year ago and then six months ago I guess I wanted to go out again and see if I can meet people. neutral talk_type +5 AnnoMi-client_117_7.mp4 And I've been, yeah, getting into this habit of going out every Friday and Saturday, now, uh, drinking a lot. neutral talk_type +6 AnnoMi-client_117_9.mp4 Um, to try to meet guys. neutral talk_type +7 AnnoMi-client_117_11.mp4 And, uh, in the last few months I've been, you know, just drinking even more on week nights, and I never even used to do that before. neutral talk_type +8 AnnoMi-client_117_13.mp4 Yeah. Well, I just, I don't feel comfortable talking to guys normally. [chuckles] neutral talk_type +9 AnnoMi-client_117_15.mp4 I don't know what to say, um, and I just, drinking helps. neutral talk_type +10 AnnoMi-client_117_17.mp4 Yeah, for sure. neutral talk_type +11 AnnoMi-client_117_19.mp4 Yeah, definitely. neutral talk_type +12 AnnoMi-client_117_21.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +13 AnnoMi-client_117_23.mp4 I mean, I guess, like most people do when they go out they drink. neutral talk_type +14 AnnoMi-client_117_25.mp4 I've been doing that and just drinking more and more I guess. neutral talk_type +15 AnnoMi-client_117_27.mp4 Um, and it's just-- it's not even working, I'm not really meeting people and I just end up with massive hangover for the rest of the weekend and— neutral talk_type +16 AnnoMi-client_117_29.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +17 AnnoMi-client_117_31.mp4 Yeah, I mean, I've maybe talked to people but it's just, uh, that I've just I think I'm just too-too drunk and I just, my friends drive me home and just the end of the night I don't-- yeah. neutral talk_type +18 AnnoMi-client_117_33.mp4 I guess I just wanna stop. I just feel like I'm drinking more and more 'cause I'm doing it now in the weekdays- change talk_type +19 AnnoMi-client_117_35.mp4 -and I mean, I just don't-- I don't wanna do that every now and now I just think it's a bit too much. change talk_type +20 AnnoMi-client_117_37.mp4 Yeah, I'm just I'm not eating properly anymore, I'm just eating less or just getting takeaway, getting crap food and- neutral talk_type +21 AnnoMi-client_117_39.mp4 -um, I'm just, I feel like I'm not exerc-- well I'm not exercising like I used to. So, I just wanna cut, you know, stop drinking so much. change talk_type +22 AnnoMi-client_117_41.mp4 Yeah. Yeah I do. Yeah. change talk_type +23 AnnoMi-client_117_43.mp4 Yeah. I don't wanna- I don't wanna, I mean, I don't wanna stop altogether, so. change talk_type +24 AnnoMi-client_117_45.mp4 Yeah and just and all my friends go out and drink. Like I- neutral talk_type +25 AnnoMi-client_117_47.mp4 -I'd have no social life if I didn't. neutral talk_type +26 AnnoMi-client_117_49.mp4 "If I just said-said, ""No, I'm not drinking at all,"" and, you know, I don't feel like I'm an alcoholic-" neutral talk_type +27 AnnoMi-client_117_51.mp4 -or I don't feel like I need to neutral talk_type +28 AnnoMi-client_117_53.mp4 Yeah, it just got a bit out of control. change talk_type +29 AnnoMi-client_117_55.mp4 No, this hasn’t happened before. neutral talk_type +30 AnnoMi-client_117_57.mp4 Um, due to just circumstance of, I mean, I just yeah, had my boyfriend for six years before that and- neutral talk_type +31 AnnoMi-client_117_59.mp4 Um, before that yeah just my friends weren't drinking so much, and yeah it’s just not, it's just new. Yeah. neutral talk_type +32 AnnoMi-client_117_61.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +33 AnnoMi-client_117_63.mp4 I believe 80, I mean I guess that’s why I’m here so— change talk_type +34 AnnoMi-client_117_65.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +35 AnnoMi-client_117_67.mp4 Um, I don’t know, I just-just I don’t know, it just sort-- it just got up to a point where just, um, it seemed just too much, like no-nobody else is really drinking as much in the week as well and- change talk_type +36 AnnoMi-client_117_69.mp4 -it seemed, as just, yeah, for the reasons I was saying, just seeing like I need to do something about it now. change talk_type +37 AnnoMi-client_117_71.mp4 Just seeing it’s just gonna get worse, uh, wha-- that’s what it seems like. change talk_type +38 AnnoMi-client_117_73.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +39 AnnoMi-client_117_75.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +40 AnnoMi-client_117_77.mp4 Um, I guess that’s why I’m here. [chuckles] change talk_type +41 AnnoMi-client_117_79.mp4 Just to, uh, but um-- I is-is-- I think the weekdays is what I really need to do. change talk_type +42 AnnoMi-client_117_81.mp4 Um, and then, I don’t know, try to plan it out a little bit more on the weekends- change talk_type +43 AnnoMi-client_117_85.mp4 Yeah, yeah. Yep. change talk_type +44 AnnoMi-client_117_87.mp4 No, that’s good, that’s-that's, yeah, that's- that is definitely what I’m gonna do. change talk_type +45 AnnoMi-client_117_89.mp4 I just, you know, I'm so out of the routine, not exercising, I need to get back into things. change talk_type +46 AnnoMi-client_117_91.mp4 Yeah, but I mean, I guess, just talking about it makes me think oh yeah, I need to- I need to do something about it. change talk_type +47 AnnoMi-client_119_1.mp4 Well, I, um, I did get an interview for a job. Um— neutral talk_type +48 AnnoMi-client_119_3.mp4 Yeah, but I wasn't able to go, um, cause my kids, I didn't have any one to watch them. And, um, you know, so the- that was sort of game over. I just, I had to cancel the interview and this, it's too bad because it was a really, a- actually was a job that would have been good, but I don't know. neutral talk_type +49 AnnoMi-client_119_5.mp4 Well, yeah, because it's- it's, you know, I didn't really have a choice. I guess I have to be- I have to make sure my kids are taken care of first. And, um, you know, I'm worried that this is gonna keep happening. change talk_type +50 AnnoMi-client_119_7.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +51 AnnoMi-client_119_9.mp4 Um, it sits about at a 10 because yeah, I mean, I'm the only one supporting my kids and, um, you know, it's just, what I'm getting from welfare is just not cutting it. So I really need to have a job and soon. change talk_type +52 AnnoMi-client_119_11.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +53 AnnoMi-client_119_13.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +54 AnnoMi-client_119_15.mp4 I mean, right now, I think I'm about at a three. I just seems like, you know, even if I'm able to get into the interview and get childcare, you know, when I show up, I've got this resume that it's- it's not impressive and it's got all these gaps of employment and I'm not as educated as other people going in for the same job. So I just feel like I'm not, um, I don't know, that employable. sustain talk_type +55 AnnoMi-client_119_17.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +56 AnnoMi-client_119_19.mp4 Yeah. Yeah, because it's so limited and I've been out of the workforce and even when I was working, I mean, it's not, I don't know, it's not stuff that I feel like can lead to the job that I want now. sustain talk_type +57 AnnoMi-client_119_21.mp4 I just want something that is- is gonna be steady and where I can be, you know, even if my kids are in childcare during the day, that I can be home every night and spending time with them and, um, know you really like to get something where, um, I'm just making good money and- and I don't have to worry all the time about money. change talk_type +58 AnnoMi-client_119_23.mp4 Yeah. It would be huge. neutral talk_type +59 AnnoMi-client_119_25.mp4 Yeah. And it'd be nice to just know what I'm doing and just have my routine. change talk_type +60 AnnoMi-client_119_27.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +61 AnnoMi-client_119_29.mp4 Right. Well, it would be good if I knew, you know, that my kids are taken care of too- change talk_type +62 AnnoMi-client_119_31.mp4 - so I'm not worried about them while I'm at work. neutral talk_type +63 AnnoMi-client_119_33.mp4 Right. neutral talk_type +64 AnnoMi-client_119_35.mp4 Well, I mean, being able to make the interviews would be the priority. change talk_type +65 AnnoMi-client_119_37.mp4 Um, so chi- you know, taking care, having some childcare, having- change talk_type +66 AnnoMi-client_119_39.mp4 - having someone I trust that I can call when I know I've got an interview. change talk_type +67 AnnoMi-client_119_41.mp4 Right. Yeah. neutral talk_type +68 AnnoMi-client_119_43.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +69 AnnoMi-client_119_45.mp4 Um, I just wish that I had- I had more experience or, um, you know, more education. It seems like everyone's got a college education and I don't have that on my resume. change talk_type +70 AnnoMi-client_119_47.mp4 I get asked about education and training and – neutral talk_type +71 AnnoMi-client_119_49.mp4 - um, you know, I just, it, as soon as I asked about it, I just feel just like I'm not good enough- sustain talk_type +72 AnnoMi-client_119_51.mp4 - since I don't have that. neutral talk_type +73 AnnoMi-client_119_53.mp4 Yeah. Well, something I could talk about in the interview too. You know, even if I was some type of certification where I could say, I could, you know, with confidence talk about- about that. change talk_type +74 AnnoMi-client_119_55.mp4 I mean, I guess, I just don't really know what it's gonna be because I need to have a job now so I'm not really sure. change talk_type +75 AnnoMi-client_119_57.mp4 Right. I almost feel like that's more important than what I'm interested in, you know, because I'm like, I'm not going to go back to school for four years right now. change talk_type +76 AnnoMi-client_119_59.mp4 Yeah or something-- yeah, something that I could get immediate skills that would, you know, get me into some kind of a job now, even if it's not my long-term goal or, you know, career just- just get me into something and then I can always focus on. change talk_type +77 AnnoMi-client_119_61.mp4 Yeah. Great. Exactly. neutral talk_type +78 AnnoMi-client_119_63.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +79 AnnoMi-client_119_65.mp4 Yeah, because even those jobs right now don't feel accessible for me. They seem like, you know-- seems like if-- maybe if I were better on the computer or you know. change talk_type +80 AnnoMi-client_119_67.mp4 Yeah. I think so- I think so because I don't-- I can't-- I don't really have anything on my resume that talks about— neutral talk_type +81 AnnoMi-client_119_69.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +82 AnnoMi-client_119_71.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +83 AnnoMi-client_119_73.mp4 Yeah, that would be great. change talk_type +84 AnnoMi-client_119_75.mp4 That would be great. neutral talk_type +85 AnnoMi-client_119_77.mp4 Well, find the childcare resources- change talk_type +86 AnnoMi-client_119_79.mp4 - is- seems to be- that seems to be the— neutral talk_type +87 AnnoMi-client_119_81.mp4 The priority 'cause I can't even do an interview without that. change talk_type +88 AnnoMi-client_119_83.mp4 And then, um, I mean-- I guess getting into some type of- some type of a training program that's, you know, short- change talk_type +89 AnnoMi-client_119_85.mp4 - like maybe there's a weekend, I mean— neutral talk_type +90 AnnoMi-client_120_1.mp4 Oh, thanks so much doctor. I'll just take it easy for a couple of days. neutral talk_type +91 AnnoMi-client_120_3.mp4 Yeah, I suppose. I know my weight is a problem, but every time I try to take it off, I end up gaining it back. I don't know what to do. change talk_type +92 AnnoMi-client_120_5.mp4 Okay, thank you doctor, but I'm just concerned about how I can possibly lose weight now since work is so busy and the kids take up so much of my time. sustain talk_type +93 AnnoMi-client_120_7.mp4 Okay, that sounds great. So, what should I do? neutral talk_type +94 AnnoMi-client_120_9.mp4 I knew you were gonna say that, but I don't have time in my schedule. I can't afford to take an hour to go to the gym every day. sustain talk_type +95 AnnoMi-client_120_11.mp4 I like to walk. change talk_type +96 AnnoMi-client_120_13.mp4 Wait a minute, isn't walking too mild to help you lose weight, though? sustain talk_type +97 AnnoMi-client_120_15.mp4 Oh, wow, that sounds good. You know what? Come to think of it, I have some time before I have to go back to work and I saw a nice park on the way over here, maybe I can take a short walk after this appointment. change talk_type +98 AnnoMi-client_120_17.mp4 And you know what? I used to really love to dance, but I haven't done that in such a long time. change talk_type +99 AnnoMi-client_120_19.mp4 Hmm. And I know my family would support me if I could just find some place where I can go dancing. change talk_type +100 AnnoMi-client_120_21.mp4 Yeah, and you know what? I really like to try that. change talk_type +101 AnnoMi-client_120_23.mp4 Actually, I really would. I'm kind of excited about it. What else you got? change talk_type +102 AnnoMi-client_120_25.mp4 Mm-hmm. I can do that. change talk_type +103 AnnoMi-client_120_27.mp4 Diet, the D word. neutral talk_type +104 AnnoMi-client_120_29.mp4 Yeah, I like that. Okay, I'll make an appointment and I'll start dancing right away, doc. change talk_type +105 AnnoMi-client_121_1.mp4 Thank you. neutral talk_type +106 AnnoMi-client_121_3.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +107 AnnoMi-client_121_5.mp4 From my GP? neutral talk_type +108 AnnoMi-client_121_7.mp4 Uh. neutral talk_type +109 AnnoMi-client_121_9.mp4 What's led me to come here? neutral talk_type +110 AnnoMi-client_121_11.mp4 My GP. neutral talk_type +111 AnnoMi-client_121_13.mp4 Well, um, you know, I had my sort of, uh, checkup. neutral talk_type +112 AnnoMi-client_121_15.mp4 And it revealed that apparently, I might have diabetes 2. Well, that's what he says. sustain talk_type +113 AnnoMi-client_121_17.mp4 Um, I-I think that I feel perfectly well. I-I'm, you know-- I understand people with diabetes are a little bit plumper than I am. sustain talk_type +114 AnnoMi-client_121_19.mp4 But, um, that's really why I'm here. I'm on his command, almost. sustain talk_type +115 AnnoMi-client_121_21.mp4 Well, he did. He says he's going to put me on some sort of program if it gets worse. sustain talk_type +116 AnnoMi-client_121_23.mp4 But as I say, I-I feel absolutely fine now. sustain talk_type +117 AnnoMi-client_121_25.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +118 AnnoMi-client_121_27.mp4 Mm, I'm very surprised. neutral talk_type +119 AnnoMi-client_121_29.mp4 Yes. I think it did. neutral talk_type +120 AnnoMi-client_121_31.mp4 Mm. neutral talk_type +121 AnnoMi-client_121_33.mp4 I- neutral talk_type +122 AnnoMi-client_121_35.mp4 That's what I understand. neutral talk_type +123 AnnoMi-client_121_37.mp4 You know, and I'm not overweight. sustain talk_type +124 AnnoMi-client_121_39.mp4 I-I sort of look after myself to a limited extent in that way. Um, but I'm a busy person, I suppose I burn off the calories. And- neutral talk_type +125 AnnoMi-client_121_41.mp4 I don't know, really. neutral talk_type +126 AnnoMi-client_121_43.mp4 My lifestyle— neutral talk_type +127 AnnoMi-client_121_45.mp4 No. neutral talk_type +128 AnnoMi-client_121_47.mp4 No, not at all. sustain talk_type +129 AnnoMi-client_121_49.mp4 Well, I-I thought he must be joking. To be honest. I thought- sustain talk_type +130 AnnoMi-client_121_51.mp4 -you know, why you are-- Look around you. neutral talk_type +131 AnnoMi-client_121_53.mp4 um, I just felt that, um-- I mean, I don't think he was wasting my time because why would he do that? neutral talk_type +132 AnnoMi-client_121_55.mp4 Right? neutral talk_type +133 AnnoMi-client_121_57.mp4 Um-- Absolutely right. neutral talk_type +134 AnnoMi-client_121_59.mp4 He's got a job to do. And obviously, the tests have come through. And I have got these signs of diabetes 2. neutral talk_type +135 AnnoMi-client_121_61.mp4 Right? Um, I just think that-- Well, I just don't feel like it, Mark. sustain talk_type +136 AnnoMi-client_121_63.mp4 Um— neutral talk_type +137 AnnoMi-client_121_65.mp4 I feel absolutely fine. sustain talk_type +138 AnnoMi-client_121_67.mp4 Yeah. Well, physically, I feel absolutely fine. sustain talk_type +139 AnnoMi-client_121_69.mp4 I'm-I'm-- I didn't see anything wrong with me at all. sustain talk_type +140 AnnoMi-client_121_71.mp4 I mean, I get around, I sleep pretty well- sustain talk_type +141 AnnoMi-client_121_73.mp4 I sort of you know- neutral talk_type +142 AnnoMi-client_121_75.mp4 - I'm-I'm compos mentis. So I don't— neutral talk_type +143 AnnoMi-client_121_77.mp4 What is the problem? sustain talk_type +144 AnnoMi-client_121_79.mp4 Well, uh, yes. I mean- neutral talk_type +145 AnnoMi-client_121_81.mp4 -I must admit, I haven't done too much research. I've been a bit busy. neutral talk_type +146 AnnoMi-client_121_83.mp4 Um, but he-he was saying something about, I don't know, family or whatever. I don't know. neutral talk_type +147 AnnoMi-client_121_85.mp4 And I don't know if it's hereditary. neutral talk_type +148 AnnoMi-client_121_87.mp4 I think he said something about it being hereditary. neutral talk_type +149 AnnoMi-client_121_89.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +150 AnnoMi-client_121_91.mp4 Yeah, it could be- neutral talk_type +151 AnnoMi-client_121_93.mp4 -because, um, my mother mentioned- neutral talk_type +152 AnnoMi-client_121_95.mp4 -that, uh, my father had diabetes- neutral talk_type +153 AnnoMi-client_121_97.mp4 -diabetes 2. And if I think about it, um, his brother- neutral talk_type +154 AnnoMi-client_121_99.mp4 -uh, I haven't seen him for years. neutral talk_type +155 AnnoMi-client_121_101.mp4 But he might well have it because he is- neutral talk_type +156 AnnoMi-client_121_103.mp4 -a pretty cuddly guy. You know- neutral talk_type +157 AnnoMi-client_121_105.mp4 He's pretty big. neutral talk_type +158 AnnoMi-client_121_107.mp4 Well, yes, the stereotype,- neutral talk_type +159 AnnoMi-client_121_109.mp4 Yeah, I guess. neutral talk_type +160 AnnoMi-client_121_111.mp4 Well, yeah. I mean, as far as I know, I hadn't seen him for- neutral talk_type +161 AnnoMi-client_121_113.mp4 -I don't know how many years. neutral talk_type +162 AnnoMi-client_121_115.mp4 Apparently so. Yes, apparently so. change talk_type +163 AnnoMi-client_121_117.mp4 Mm, I mean, it is hereditary, is it? neutral talk_type +164 AnnoMi-client_121_119.mp4 A genetic factor. And so, does that mean that if you've got, um, if you've got a history of this within your family- neutral talk_type +165 AnnoMi-client_121_121.mp4 -if it's a gene-- you are more likely than not to get it? neutral talk_type +166 AnnoMi-client_121_123.mp4 Also, it's— neutral talk_type +167 AnnoMi-client_121_125.mp4 Right. Okay. neutral talk_type +168 AnnoMi-client_121_127.mp4 I'm sure you're going to tell me what they are. neutral talk_type +169 AnnoMi-client_121_129.mp4 To be frank, Mark, I honestly don't know. I mean, I honestly don't know what causes it because I've never had any reason. It came upon me from the GP and it took me back. neutral talk_type +170 AnnoMi-client_121_131.mp4 Um, the hereditary thing I thought, well, maybe that's the explanation. neutral talk_type +171 AnnoMi-client_121_133.mp4 And why go any further, it's there? neutral talk_type +172 AnnoMi-client_121_135.mp4 Can't help it. sustain talk_type +173 AnnoMi-client_121_137.mp4 They live pretty long lives, they did, all right. neutral talk_type +174 AnnoMi-client_121_139.mp4 Relatives relatively went into their 70s. neutral talk_type +175 AnnoMi-client_121_141.mp4 Well. neutral talk_type +176 AnnoMi-client_121_143.mp4 If there's something that you think that-- Yes. Yes, of course. neutral talk_type +177 AnnoMi-client_121_145.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +178 AnnoMi-client_121_147.mp4 I've heard of it yeah. neutral talk_type +179 AnnoMi-client_121_149.mp4 Right. neutral talk_type +180 AnnoMi-client_121_151.mp4 Are you saying that they-they like they can't digest insulin or is that? neutral talk_type +181 AnnoMi-client_121_153.mp4 Oh, I see. So-so it's like a-it's like a balance. neutral talk_type +182 AnnoMi-client_121_155.mp4 So insulin you-you. neutral talk_type +183 AnnoMi-client_121_157.mp4 You have yourself draws bar. neutral talk_type +184 AnnoMi-client_121_159.mp4 Or something, and then what balances that out in the body is the insulin taking off the excess. neutral talk_type +185 AnnoMi-client_121_161.mp4 Or-or digesting? Should I say the excessive sugars? neutral talk_type +186 AnnoMi-client_121_163.mp4 Is that what happened? neutral talk_type +187 AnnoMi-client_121_165.mp4 Why? neutral talk_type +188 AnnoMi-client_121_167.mp4 Right. Okay. neutral talk_type +189 AnnoMi-client_121_169.mp4 You mean, personally? neutral talk_type +190 AnnoMi-client_121_171.mp4 Well, I didn't know. I mean, the thing is you see that-- I mean, I did think about this a little bit and I thought, well, over time, if things happen slowly, you don't really notice. neutral talk_type +191 AnnoMi-client_121_173.mp4 As you get older. neutral talk_type +192 AnnoMi-client_121_175.mp4 I mean, I don't-I don't leap over five bar gates like I used to, you know, um, as opposed to, uh, running with the backs now, I tend to spend more time, you know, with my old mates in the bar. neutral talk_type +193 AnnoMi-client_121_177.mp4 At the rugby club and-and-and the such like, yeah. And, um, the fish I'm hooking, I'm not after the kings anymore, I go for the snapper now, it's a bit easier, you know. neutral talk_type +194 AnnoMi-client_121_179.mp4 Yeah, absolutely. You just do. neutral talk_type +195 AnnoMi-client_121_181.mp4 You just do. Um, so you're less demanding, I guess, on your-on your body, you realize, and you don't really want to do these things anyway. You know, you let the youngsters get home. neutral talk_type +196 AnnoMi-client_121_183.mp4 "Been there, done that. So you don't really notice. So I'm coming back to this diagnosis I had from my GP and him saying, ""You've got diabetes 2,"" well, I should feel like that, shouldn't I?" neutral talk_type +197 AnnoMi-client_121_185.mp4 Yeah, I mean. neutral talk_type +198 AnnoMi-client_121_187.mp4 Yeah, I mean I'm a busy person. All right? I uh, my work uh, I work in insurance, so I'm always hopping from one place to another place. neutral talk_type +199 AnnoMi-client_121_189.mp4 Um, I haven't noticed. neutral talk_type +200 AnnoMi-client_121_191.mp4 I really haven't noticed how, um, okay I get a bit--I suppose I get a bit out of breath sometimes. change talk_type +201 AnnoMi-client_121_193.mp4 If I rush too much that-that's true. Um, I suppose, um, I don't go upstairs two at a time anymore, I use one at a time. change talk_type +202 AnnoMi-client_121_195.mp4 Oh, certainly the energy I have is-is not what I-what I had. I mean I do need to, you know, I'm busy but I do need to sit down, um, uh, I do need to sit down and relax with a cup of coffee, you know, and, uh, things. change talk_type +203 AnnoMi-client_121_197.mp4 Um, more than I would normally. change talk_type +204 AnnoMi-client_121_199.mp4 But that would be, that would be about it. neutral talk_type +205 AnnoMi-client_121_201.mp4 Um, is it getting worse? I don't know. I-I-I suppose. What worse? Is it-is it increasing? Well, to say, I don't really notice it. sustain talk_type +206 AnnoMi-client_121_203.mp4 Yeah, yeah. Um, at least, that's what I think. I mean I don't know if you're telling me that I should be more active or my GP is saying I should be more active. neutral talk_type +207 AnnoMi-client_121_205.mp4 Um, as I say, uh, you know I-I don't do any regular form of exercise, I have to say, not anymore. neutral talk_type +208 AnnoMi-client_121_207.mp4 Um. neutral talk_type +209 AnnoMi-client_121_209.mp4 But maybe I-maybe I don't know. neutral talk_type +210 AnnoMi-client_121_211.mp4 I mean I've got uh, well I-I mean I've got a great lifestyle. I mean if it's very-it-it's very good. I mean I've got all my mates in down at the rugby club. And I've got uh, you know even in the summer when that's a bit damn. I used to coach rugby and I coached cricket when I finished playing. So-so I've got the-the guys in the cricket club, um, you know, for the-for the, uh, for the summer evenings. And, uh, and then, uh, the-then, of course, we've got the fishing, and that's all of us combined. We're a big gang, really. neutral talk_type +211 AnnoMi-client_121_213.mp4 Oh, I think my life yeah. My life is great. neutral talk_type +212 AnnoMi-client_121_215.mp4 "My life is great, and then you turn around and say, ""Hey you've got-- you-you're ill, you're sick." sustain talk_type +213 AnnoMi-client_121_217.mp4 And um, no I'm not. But you see, he said to me that he's gonna put me on some sort of, uh, a daily monitoring of, is it sugar levels? neutral talk_type +214 AnnoMi-client_121_219.mp4 And I'm gonna have to take regular pills. neutral talk_type +215 AnnoMi-client_121_221.mp4 Well frankly, the only pills I take are sort of paracetamols. neutral talk_type +216 AnnoMi-client_121_223.mp4 For a bit of the head in the morning, you know. neutral talk_type +217 AnnoMi-client_121_225.mp4 Um. neutral talk_type +218 AnnoMi-client_121_227.mp4 Come on, you know. neutral talk_type +219 AnnoMi-client_121_229.mp4 Well, life is too short. sustain talk_type +220 AnnoMi-client_121_231.mp4 You know it's the truth. neutral talk_type +221 AnnoMi-client_121_233.mp4 I mean you know— neutral talk_type +222 AnnoMi-client_121_235.mp4 Well there is-there is something that you sort of prompted me to think about, and, um, I split up-- My wife and I, we split up several years ago now. And, um, you know we've been married for many many years. neutral talk_type +223 AnnoMi-client_121_237.mp4 And um, I think she used to look after me because she used to do the cooking and-and-and stuff like that. neutral talk_type +224 AnnoMi-client_121_239.mp4 And I have to say that I'm not the best cook in the world. neutral talk_type +225 AnnoMi-client_121_241.mp4 Um, and-and being on the run all the time and you know once I get back home, it's, you know, it's time to go down to the rugby club or whatever it might be, uh, we're out with the mates. And, uh, I-I do I suppose my food is not as healthy perhaps as it used to be when she was around. She's moved down to Hamilton to live with her mother, if you've met her mother. Anyway, but, um. neutral talk_type +226 AnnoMi-client_121_243.mp4 Yeah, I mean mates and their wives are pretty cool about it sometimes. neutral talk_type +227 AnnoMi-client_121_245.mp4 Because, you know, they'll invite me for dinner and so on. neutral talk_type +228 AnnoMi-client_121_247.mp4 And, yeah, yeah, yeah. I guess, you know, that's when you, well, or whatever reason, you split up in life. neutral talk_type +229 AnnoMi-client_121_249.mp4 "You start looking at the home life of somebody else, you're thinking, ""Hmm, I use d to have this.""" neutral talk_type +230 AnnoMi-client_121_251.mp4 "And you think, "" This is nice food, "" isn't it? and you know." change talk_type +231 AnnoMi-client_121_253.mp4 Oh, she would do all the cooking. Yeah, yeah, neutral talk_type +232 AnnoMi-client_121_255.mp4 I mean, I never bothered to boil an egg in the water, you know. neutral talk_type +233 AnnoMi-client_121_257.mp4 Totally. I mean, I was just in charge of the wine, you know. neutral talk_type +234 AnnoMi-client_121_259.mp4 Well I-- This is what I'm saying. Maybe I'm not thinking about it. Maybe that's the thing. neutral talk_type +235 AnnoMi-client_121_261.mp4 Maybe I'm just— neutral talk_type +236 AnnoMi-client_121_263.mp4 You know, because it-- you know this-- the pizza shop's just on the road. sustain talk_type +237 AnnoMi-client_121_265.mp4 And then there's-- I mean, okay, I confess that lunchtime, occasionally, it's uh, I'm hungry and McDonald's is very convenient neutral talk_type +238 AnnoMi-client_121_267.mp4 -or Kentucky Fried or whatever. neutral talk_type +239 AnnoMi-client_121_269.mp4 You know, it's very easy. and then, um, then you think to yourself, well-- I mean, I do think of myself that maybe I should have a few vegetables around here or whatever. But then you go out into the supermarkets, you know, and you can pick up, uh, your- one of your TV dinners. sustain talk_type +240 AnnoMi-client_121_271.mp4 So you bring those in and you open them up and put them in the microwave and there's vegetables there. neutral talk_type +241 AnnoMi-client_121_273.mp4 Yeah, it looks- it looks fine, you know, et cetera. I mean, so that will happen occasionally if I've got a night in. But cooking-wise, no, I haven't cooked anything, um, other than boil the water for the kettle for a cup o coffee. neutral talk_type +242 AnnoMi-client_121_275.mp4 -for ages. neutral talk_type +243 AnnoMi-client_121_277.mp4 Yeah. I do miss her breakfast. I have to say, we used to have get a nice breakfast. neutral talk_type +244 AnnoMi-client_121_279.mp4 Well— neutral talk_type +245 AnnoMi-client_121_281.mp4 Well, I used to be quite a heavy smoker, right? I mean, I'd smoke a pack in a half a day. And I knew that wasn't doing me any good. change talk_type +246 AnnoMi-client_121_283.mp4 I mean the thing is when you're a-- I mean, I've always smoked. So, but when you're young and you're a sportsman, you know— change talk_type +247 AnnoMi-client_121_285.mp4 Well, the two things they balance out, you know and everybody else is sustain talk_type +248 AnnoMi-client_121_287.mp4 You know, you pass a cigarette down the backline almost, don't you? You know, just before the game gets— sustain talk_type +249 AnnoMi-client_121_289.mp4 Yeah, part of the of the whole thing. And it's changed a bit now, because in my day when we were playing, of course, it was a very much more of a social game, which was spent-spent in the rugby club. neutral talk_type +250 AnnoMi-client_121_291.mp4 That's why you played and it was a big buddy-buddy thing. neutral talk_type +251 AnnoMi-client_121_293.mp4 That was rugby and cricket was the same really. neutral talk_type +252 AnnoMi-client_121_295.mp4 Um, but now— neutral talk_type +253 AnnoMi-client_121_297.mp4 "Well I-I, yeah. I was getting a bit sort of-- I was getting a bit, you know, a bit wheezy and I thought, ""I'll cut this out.""" change talk_type +254 AnnoMi-client_121_299.mp4 But I enjoy smoking. I really do enjoy it. So I cut it down to I suppose it's about 10 a day now. sustain talk_type +255 AnnoMi-client_121_301.mp4 Yeah, yeah. neutral talk_type +256 AnnoMi-client_121_303.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +257 AnnoMi-client_121_305.mp4 Yeah, yeah. I sort of— neutral talk_type +258 AnnoMi-client_121_307.mp4 "it-it-it's-- you know, she will, ""Why don't you give up? You've gone so far, why don't you just stop?"" But I don't want to." sustain talk_type +259 AnnoMi-client_121_309.mp4 It's-it's-- I-I enjoy it, um— sustain talk_type +260 AnnoMi-client_121_311.mp4 Well, yeah. I mean, you know, the thing is that you get to, you know, you've got to-- when you get down to that, you, uh, you have to regulate sort of- neutral talk_type +261 AnnoMi-client_121_313.mp4 You know, you have to be quite strong-willed about, I suppose, in a way. neutral talk_type +262 AnnoMi-client_121_315.mp4 "So you say, ""Okay, well, you don't have a cigarette unless you have a cup of coffee. [laughs]" change talk_type +263 AnnoMi-client_121_317.mp4 Of course, that's a double-edged sword a bit, because then I found I was drinking more coffee, you know. sustain talk_type +264 AnnoMi-client_121_319.mp4 Oh, yeah, yeah. I have two sugars. A couple of sugar in coffee. Yeah, yeah. sustain talk_type +265 AnnoMi-client_121_321.mp4 So we cut that down as I say. change talk_type +266 AnnoMi-client_121_323.mp4 But the problem goes that coffee, we're up to 8 or so, 10 cups of coffee a day now. sustain talk_type +267 AnnoMi-client_121_325.mp4 "No, you know, there's a friend of mine, one of the guys down the rugby club, he said- he said, ""I'm going for my annual, you know-" neutral talk_type +268 AnnoMi-client_121_327.mp4 -warranty of fitness, sort of thing, you know. And I thought, now that's an idea, not been to one of those. change talk_type +269 AnnoMi-client_121_329.mp4 So I'm 55, and you read in the papers, you know, it's that at 55 you will-- you know, heart disease is more prevalent change talk_type +270 AnnoMi-client_121_331.mp4 "-and all these sorts of things that you get around this middle-age time. So I thought, ""Well, I'll go and have one."" And frankly, when I went along, I was very confident. I thought, you know, the doctor is going to saying, ""Hmm, I wish I was as healthy as you,"" sort of thing." neutral talk_type +271 AnnoMi-client_121_333.mp4 Um, but unfortunately, uh, he-he came up with this. And it's the only thing I think he really came up with. I think- neutral talk_type +272 AnnoMi-client_121_335.mp4 My cholesterol is quite good, not too bad. change talk_type +273 AnnoMi-client_121_337.mp4 Yeah-yeah. Not too bad. neutral talk_type +274 AnnoMi-client_121_339.mp4 Well, yeah, I've cut it down, yeah. I mean, that's been three years, mind. change talk_type +275 AnnoMi-client_121_341.mp4 Absolutely. neutral talk_type +276 AnnoMi-client_121_343.mp4 And then we come to this- neutral talk_type +277 AnnoMi-client_121_345.mp4 -too much sugar in the tank, or something. I don't know. neutral talk_type +278 AnnoMi-client_121_347.mp4 So, yeah. neutral talk_type +279 AnnoMi-client_121_349.mp4 No. neutral talk_type +280 AnnoMi-client_121_351.mp4 I mean, yeah. I mean, you know, the thing is, you see, the thing is, and I mean, and probably you've-- I think you've heard this before, but people, they turn around, oh, uh, you know, doom and gloom prophets, you shouldn't drink. sustain talk_type +281 AnnoMi-client_121_353.mp4 You shouldn't smoke. neutral talk_type +282 AnnoMi-client_121_355.mp4 "And then I think to myself, ""Well, maybe I shouldn't socialize."" And then after that, ""Well, maybe I shouldn't be alive.""" sustain talk_type +283 AnnoMi-client_121_357.mp4 You know. I mean, what-what-what's going on here? This is- this is- this is so many people's lives. sustain talk_type +284 AnnoMi-client_121_359.mp4 "And um, I suppose, you know, if it came down to it, then, and somebody said, ""Well, you can solve this problem by taking a pill once a day, um, you know, it will keep it down, and there will be no problems,"" Then I-I could go with that. But what I don't want to do, um, the doctor was saying, or insinuating, that I'd have to change my lifestyle." sustain talk_type +285 AnnoMi-client_121_361.mp4 Yeah. It was um, and I-I said, well, no. I'm sorry. [coughs] I'm not going to change my lifestyle. I've got to where I am. I'm reasonably happy. Okay, I wish I wasn't separated. Okay, I wish my kids were-were still around, um, you know. One of them is off now in, um, in-- back in Europe playing rugby in France. sustain talk_type +286 AnnoMi-client_121_363.mp4 No, I don't want to, because I don't feel that I need to. sustain talk_type +287 AnnoMi-client_121_365.mp4 I mean, it's you know, why? neutral talk_type +288 AnnoMi-client_121_367.mp4 Um, I can't argue with a medical professional, Mark, because I know nothing, you know. neutral talk_type +289 AnnoMi-client_121_369.mp4 So, I mean, what-what-what-what suggestions would you have? I mean, what-what sort of- change talk_type +290 AnnoMi-client_121_371.mp4 Is smoking related to diabetes then? change talk_type +291 AnnoMi-client_121_373.mp4 Oh. neutral talk_type +292 AnnoMi-client_121_375.mp4 Don't help. change talk_type +293 AnnoMi-client_121_377.mp4 Is it okay if you have one without the other? I'm sorry, it's a silly question. [laughs] sustain talk_type +294 AnnoMi-client_121_379.mp4 Where would I start? Well, I-- What if about if I cut down on sugar in the coffee? If we could have long blacks, no milk, and no sugar. change talk_type +295 AnnoMi-client_121_381.mp4 I think I could- I think I could probably handle that. change talk_type +296 AnnoMi-client_121_383.mp4 Something of a rollover effect. change talk_type +297 AnnoMi-client_121_385.mp4 Domino effect, yeah. change talk_type +298 AnnoMi-client_121_387.mp4 I mean, how much exercise should I do a week? change talk_type +299 AnnoMi-client_121_389.mp4 Right. neutral talk_type +300 AnnoMi-client_121_391.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +301 AnnoMi-client_121_393.mp4 Okay, so— neutral talk_type +302 AnnoMi-client_121_395.mp4 So, a-are we saying then that-that, really all I need to do, for this moment, is I can forget about everything, but cut out the sugar, uh, in the coffee and the milk-- I don't know, but you might as well, you know, milk without sugar is silly. But, um, if we do that, is that where we start? change talk_type +303 AnnoMi-client_121_397.mp4 Well, I mean that's something that's not difficult to do. change talk_type +304 AnnoMi-client_121_399.mp4 You start off at breakfast and get yourself an apple, a bit-a bit of apple and-and so on. Um— change talk_type +305 AnnoMi-client_121_401.mp4 Maybe. neutral talk_type +306 AnnoMi-client_121_403.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +307 AnnoMi-client_121_405.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +308 AnnoMi-client_121_407.mp4 Well, you know, and this is difficult because I don't feel unhealthy now. sustain talk_type +309 AnnoMi-client_121_409.mp4 So, I suppose it would be fun to-- Maybe I should join a club or two, that's what I'm thinking because I'll be with mates. change talk_type +310 AnnoMi-client_121_411.mp4 I love the social aspect of it, and, um, there's-there's-- I know there's a bar in this club as well. I-- Don't-don't misunderstand me, I don't drink- change talk_type +311 AnnoMi-client_121_413.mp4 -till-- You know, I'm not an alcoholic or anything like that, I— sustain talk_type +312 AnnoMi-client_121_415.mp4 So yeah, so to get that balance, and maybe that's what I'm actually missing in life, and maybe this is, um-- I mean yes I do get up in the morning sometimes, and I suppose I do feel a bit— change talk_type +313 AnnoMi-client_121_417.mp4 You know? Even after a decent night's sleep, you know? change talk_type +314 AnnoMi-client_121_419.mp4 And you need-- I'm getting this cup of coffee and maybe I'm— neutral talk_type +315 AnnoMi-client_121_421.mp4 And that gets me going. Yeah. neutral talk_type +316 AnnoMi-client_121_423.mp4 Yeah, the sugar gives me the boost, I suppose. I-it's fantastic. sustain talk_type +317 AnnoMi-client_121_425.mp4 Hmm. If I give up sugar in my coffee, give up the milk, black coffees, right? neutral talk_type +318 AnnoMi-client_121_427.mp4 if I find some social form of exercise, like squash. change talk_type +319 AnnoMi-client_121_429.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +320 AnnoMi-client_121_431.mp4 Yeah, and then— neutral talk_type +321 AnnoMi-client_121_433.mp4 "And then, you know, give this, say, six months, I don't know what period it would be, then go back to the GP and say, ""Test me again.""" change talk_type +322 AnnoMi-client_121_435.mp4 And so maybe that would, uh— neutral talk_type +323 AnnoMi-client_121_437.mp4 Maybe it's an idea. I mean— change talk_type +324 AnnoMi-client_121_439.mp4 Yeah, like my wife used to. Yeah. change talk_type +325 AnnoMi-client_121_441.mp4 "Well, you see, I mean, I'm thinking, ""Actually it might not be a bad idea this,"" because [chuckles] it would mean I could socialize harder, couldn't I? No, no I'm just joking. Uh, but, um, yeah, I mean, why not? Why not? Why not? It might be fun, it's a new path." change talk_type +326 AnnoMi-client_121_443.mp4 Well, it would appear that there is something to gain, and-- I mean, I-- What do I lose? I don't know until I do it. But I'm thinking that if I do it and I do what I'm enjoying doing, I won't miss what I'm not doing. Does that make sense? change talk_type +327 AnnoMi-client_121_445.mp4 Um, yeah I don't mind. I-- It's not a— change talk_type +328 AnnoMi-client_121_447.mp4 I'll talk to Billy about, um-- Billy is, um, he's the gym bloke. change talk_type +329 AnnoMi-client_121_449.mp4 I'll have a word with him because I'm due down the club tonight. change talk_type +330 AnnoMi-client_121_451.mp4 Really. change talk_type +331 AnnoMi-client_121_453.mp4 Yeah, I think that you say where-where you're at now, where you're going, where— change talk_type +332 AnnoMi-client_121_455.mp4 -and-and-and this is what I've got to do. I think I'm in a rut. I think that's where I've— change talk_type +333 AnnoMi-client_121_457.mp4 I'm-I'm just-- I'm-I'm satisfiedly sort of contented, uh, sitting in this- in this rut and, um, that my doctor has actually di-diagnosed me with diabetes 2- change talk_type +334 AnnoMi-client_121_459.mp4 -which he says can be managed, and you seem to be insinuating that it can be managed. change talk_type +335 AnnoMi-client_121_461.mp4 Uh, maybe this is a blessing, actually- change talk_type +336 AnnoMi-client_121_463.mp4 "-because I think to myself, ""Well, if someday, I am diagnosed with diabetes, I'd just carry on and-""" neutral talk_type +337 AnnoMi-client_121_465.mp4 """-sitting in the corner of the bar, and chat, and talk and probably get fat."" I don't know, and make it worse. And, yeah, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe." neutral talk_type +338 AnnoMi-client_121_467.mp4 Yeah, that's cool. change talk_type +339 AnnoMi-client_121_469.mp4 That's really cool. change talk_type +340 AnnoMi-client_121_471.mp4 Mm. neutral talk_type +341 AnnoMi-client_121_473.mp4 Yeah, I mean, I think you're quite right. I think you just— change talk_type +342 AnnoMi-client_121_475.mp4 I don't know, you become sedentary, don't you? No, it seems that-- No, actually, this is quite exciting. It quite [unintelligible 00:31:28] change talk_type +343 AnnoMi-client_121_477.mp4 "I think to myself, I think, ""Oh,"" I think go—" change talk_type +344 AnnoMi-client_121_479.mp4 Yeah. I mean, this is- this is- this is cool, it's like an old challenge again. change talk_type +345 AnnoMi-client_121_481.mp4 This is good. And, um— change talk_type +346 AnnoMi-client_121_483.mp4 "I think I am. I mean, I never thought about it, but when I think about it now it's, ""What am I doing here?"" Why am I like this? Why am I just happy contented to drift?" change talk_type +347 AnnoMi-client_121_485.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +348 AnnoMi-client_121_487.mp4 Oh, so if I was obs- if I was sort of- neutral talk_type +349 AnnoMi-client_121_489.mp4 -observing as it were? neutral talk_type +350 AnnoMi-client_121_491.mp4 Watching myself, what would I say? I-I-- Well, I would say, you know, are you happy? neutral talk_type +351 AnnoMi-client_121_493.mp4 That-- Are you contented with that performance of you and your team? change talk_type +352 AnnoMi-client_121_495.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +353 AnnoMi-client_121_497.mp4 I think you're- I think you're right. I think, um-- And again, you put them together and it's-it's-it's becoming-- It's-it's a sort of a-an individual team job, isn't it really? change talk_type +354 AnnoMi-client_121_499.mp4 That, okay, do a bit of this and do a bit of that. change talk_type +355 AnnoMi-client_121_501.mp4 Yeah, but I don't have to give up anything really, do I? change talk_type +356 AnnoMi-client_121_503.mp4 No. change talk_type +357 AnnoMi-client_121_505.mp4 No it's not. It's not. change talk_type +358 AnnoMi-client_121_507.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +359 AnnoMi-client_121_509.mp4 True, true. neutral talk_type +360 AnnoMi-client_121_511.mp4 Now that I think about it- now that I think about it, maybe. change talk_type +361 AnnoMi-client_121_513.mp4 Maybe they were. neutral talk_type +362 AnnoMi-client_121_515.mp4 Yeah, you see— neutral talk_type +363 AnnoMi-client_121_517.mp4 Mm. When your life comes to a halt- neutral talk_type +364 AnnoMi-client_121_519.mp4 -your family splits up, or whatever, and you don't have anymore, I-I think you stop caring really. Uh, y-you know, you stop caring about yourself change talk_type +365 AnnoMi-client_121_521.mp4 Because everything is just f- neutral talk_type +366 AnnoMi-client_121_523.mp4 Nobody there, [crosstalk] it's true and so,- neutral talk_type +367 AnnoMi-client_121_525.mp4 -you know,- neutral talk_type +368 AnnoMi-client_121_527.mp4 -you don't care. neutral talk_type +369 AnnoMi-client_121_529.mp4 So that's maybe [crosstalk] neutral talk_type +370 AnnoMi-client_121_531.mp4 Maybe, a bit selfish but maybe why not? change talk_type +371 AnnoMi-client_121_533.mp4 Why not? Yeah, that's a good idea. change talk_type +372 AnnoMi-client_121_535.mp4 Oh right, well, wha-what we talked about. Now, you know, uh, okay, uh, coffee. Right? No sugar. change talk_type +373 AnnoMi-client_121_537.mp4 I'll start with that. change talk_type +374 AnnoMi-client_121_539.mp4 Um, I'm gonna, um, I'll be talking to Bill, uh- change talk_type +375 AnnoMi-client_121_541.mp4 -about the gym but- change talk_type +376 AnnoMi-client_121_543.mp4 -I like the idea of, actually again doing squash- change talk_type +377 AnnoMi-client_121_545.mp4 -or something else- change talk_type +378 AnnoMi-client_121_547.mp4 -and I'm gonna go down to the rugby club and I'll- I know that will be accepted. I'll offer my services again because- change talk_type +379 AnnoMi-client_121_549.mp4 -it was reasonably successful. change talk_type +380 AnnoMi-client_121_551.mp4 And, uh— neutral talk_type +381 AnnoMi-client_121_553.mp4 "No, [crosstalk] oh, well, okay, yeah I didn't- yeah, I'll go back and say-- Well, look, I'd-I'd rather not go back to the doctor and say, ""I'm gonna do this, this, this-" sustain talk_type +382 AnnoMi-client_121_555.mp4 -this and this. neutral talk_type +383 AnnoMi-client_121_557.mp4 This is between you and me. change talk_type +384 AnnoMi-client_121_559.mp4 All right? change talk_type +385 AnnoMi-client_121_561.mp4 But this is what I'm gonna do. All right? And like I said, I'm gonna make the inquiries, I will start there- change talk_type +386 AnnoMi-client_121_563.mp4 -I will give up, uh, I'll give up the V drinks,- change talk_type +387 AnnoMi-client_121_565.mp4 -I think, um, look for some better wine. [laughter] Um, and-and I-I'd take an interest really. change talk_type +388 AnnoMi-client_121_567.mp4 I'll take an interest really and-and, uh, but it is quite exciting, Mark. change talk_type +389 AnnoMi-client_121_569.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +390 AnnoMi-client_121_571.mp4 Not too much. sustain talk_type +391 AnnoMi-client_121_573.mp4 Yeah, yeah. change talk_type +392 AnnoMi-client_121_575.mp4 Just give me a bit of background, really. change talk_type +393 AnnoMi-client_121_577.mp4 Oh, yeah, and what it is- change talk_type +394 AnnoMi-client_121_579.mp4 -because I don't really know. Yeah, yeah. change talk_type +395 AnnoMi-client_121_581.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +396 AnnoMi-client_121_583.mp4 Wha-what are we talking about, sort of few months down the line? change talk_type +397 AnnoMi-client_121_585.mp4 What, in about a month's time? neutral talk_type +398 AnnoMi-client_121_587.mp4 Yeah, okay, I'm up for that. change talk_type +399 AnnoMi-client_121_589.mp4 I'm up for that. Yeah, now-now that's putting me, um, that's very gently putting my head on the block change talk_type +400 AnnoMi-client_121_591.mp4 -and I don't mind that because, um, yeah, that's cool. change talk_type +401 AnnoMi-client_121_593.mp4 Yeah, yeah. I'll see you in a month. change talk_type +402 AnnoMi-client_121_595.mp4 No worries. change talk_type +403 AnnoMi-client_121_597.mp4 And I appreciate it. Thank you. change talk_type +404 AnnoMi-client_122_0.mp4 Well, I'm here because my mom wants me to be here. sustain talk_type +405 AnnoMi-client_122_2.mp4 I don't really wanna be here, but it-it-- whatever. sustain talk_type +406 AnnoMi-client_122_4.mp4 Um, she-she found my stash- neutral talk_type +407 AnnoMi-client_122_6.mp4 -and she freaked out, and she's going crazy over it. Um, I don't why she was going through stuff in the first place, but whatever, so, now I'm here. neutral talk_type +408 AnnoMi-client_122_8.mp4 Um, I've been hanging out with a new cool crowd of people that I really like. sustain talk_type +409 AnnoMi-client_122_10.mp4 Uh, a-and-and that's-that's basically it. neutral talk_type +410 AnnoMi-client_122_12.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +411 AnnoMi-client_122_14.mp4 Yeah, basically. neutral talk_type +412 AnnoMi-client_122_16.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +413 AnnoMi-client_122_18.mp4 I am. neutral talk_type +414 AnnoMi-client_122_20.mp4 I mean, it's my stuff, I don't know why she's— sustain talk_type +415 AnnoMi-client_122_22.mp4 I-I don't go- I don't go through her s- I don't go through her stuff. I don't go through her purse. I don't— neutral talk_type +416 AnnoMi-client_122_24.mp4 Right. neutral talk_type +417 AnnoMi-client_124_1.mp4 Well, I think, um, like when I was really active in the past, I enjoy going to the gym and I like that regardless of what's happening with the weather outside, that-that's always an option. Um, so I've kind of already started to look and see, like, how much gym memberships cost in the area. Um, I really like one that's like month to month and doesn't require me to pay out for like a year because, in the summertime, I just don't use that when the weather is nice, I like to be outside. change talk_type +418 AnnoMi-client_124_2.mp4 So, um, I do think that that would be an option. Um, I did enjoy doing yoga in the past. I, um, I don't care for swimming, uh, because it requires a lot of extra prep time, and like, I don't- chlorine in my hair just doesn't really go very well usually. Um, but I really like walking, um, weightlifting, running is okay. Um, that was more at my, like, peak activity level, so I don't think I could start out running now, but I'd like to work up to it. change talk_type +419 AnnoMi-client_124_4.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +420 AnnoMi-client_124_6.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +421 AnnoMi-client_124_8.mp4 "Yeah. So I just- on my phone, if I'm like in the grocery store, I'm kind of just looking through, and on Google, I'll type in like ""Gyms in the area"" and I'll look and see what's there. And, um, I don't ever want to sign up to learn more 'cause I feel like then they just keep emailing you forever. So at this point, I'm just trying to kind of figure out what I can, based on their website as far as cost goes, but that, um, month to month is kind of really important for me. Just like I mentioned, I don't want to be paying for six months or a year out." sustain talk_type +422 AnnoMi-client_124_10.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +423 AnnoMi-client_124_12.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +424 AnnoMi-client_124_14.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +425 AnnoMi-client_124_16.mp4 Yeah, I think, um, you know, I've kind of looked around and seen what I- what's available to me. Um, I think the next step would be to maybe go visit one place and just see, like, what equipment they have. Um, I also think too, I'd like to be outside when the weather permits. I like to walk. I just- I don't like rain or snow or cold, like, um, I don't like doing things when I'm just not in a climate that's enjoyable. So if there is, uh, decent weather, I think going outside and, you know, getting some steps in or just walking would be a good first start for me. change talk_type +426 AnnoMi-client_124_18.mp4 Right. Yeah. change talk_type +427 AnnoMi-client_124_20.mp4 Sure. Yeah. neutral talk_type +428 AnnoMi-client_124_22.mp4 I don't know that I've looked closely at that. I don't know much about their pricing or anything like that. neutral talk_type +429 AnnoMi-client_124_24.mp4 I agree. neutral talk_type +430 AnnoMi-client_124_26.mp4 Yeah, definitely. change talk_type +431 AnnoMi-client_124_28.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +432 AnnoMi-client_124_30.mp4 Yeah, no, yeah. That's a good-good recommendation. I'll definitely check it out. change talk_type +433 AnnoMi-client_124_32.mp4 Mm-hmm. change talk_type +434 AnnoMi-client_124_34.mp4 Yeah. I think, you know, finding ways to walk more would be good, um, even if that is inside somewhere. Uh, I've done the like trick of parking in the back of the parking lot and walking up to the store. Um, and like I've also been in Target and taken an extra lap, which is kind of dangerous too 'cause you might spend more money. Um, but I- I think if the weather's nice too, I would like to get outside and try to find a place to walk. Um, and two, I really did enjoy yoga, it's- it was good for my, like, flexibility and posture, and so I would be interested in maybe seeing too what classes are available in the area. I haven't looked at that at all. change talk_type +435 AnnoMi-client_124_36.mp4 Home workouts have never really worked for me in the past just because there's so many distractions, and I can, like, set the mat out there and everything and get everything ready, like bottled water, everything's good to go. And then it just sits there and I don't actually do it, whereas if I go somewhere else, I'm already there. And so I'm doing it. change talk_type +436 AnnoMi-client_124_38.mp4 Mm-hmm. change talk_type +437 AnnoMi-client_124_40.mp4 No, that sounds good. I-I definitely think, um, I'll walk probably more than one time in the next couple of weeks, but, um, I also have this app on my phone that tracks my steps, uh, and it was like built into the phone. It's nothing I downloaded or anything. So I can also use that to kind of see if I'm getting more active 'cause right now I think I'm averaging like 2,000 steps a day, so it's like a lot of sitting. change talk_type +438 AnnoMi-client_124_42.mp4 Yeah, I think so. change talk_type +439 AnnoMi-client_124_44.mp4 I think I'm at a 10. change talk_type +440 AnnoMi-client_124_46.mp4 Yeah. I think that, like I said, I think I'll find ways to walk. Um, and I'm at a point now where I've done as much research, I've found out as much information, I think, as I can on the gyms that are local here. Um, but I will check out the- the Y to see if it maybe is a bit cheaper and also a bit more, like, welcoming and doesn't require a- like, a six-month contract or anything like that. So I feel like those would both be good starts. Yeah. change talk_type +441 AnnoMi-client_124_48.mp4 Um, well, if I'm trying to walk outside, the weather's always going to be one, but I, again, like I said, if I'm checking, uh, using the app on my phone to see my step count, I can maybe make more of a priority to walk indoors, um, and just find places inside that I could walk, even if it's just around the hallway or whatever that looks like- change talk_type +442 AnnoMi-client_124_50.mp4 Yeah, but hopefully there's one. So, yeah. change talk_type +443 AnnoMi-client_124_52.mp4 No, I feel really good. I think even coming in, I didn't have a like step-by-step idea of what I wanted to do next, but no, this has been helpful to know what those small steps are, and like you said, hopefully, I do start feeling better. Yeah. change talk_type +444 AnnoMi-client_124_54.mp4 Thanks for having me. All right. neutral talk_type +445 AnnoMi-client_125_0.mp4 The baby was up all night and I'm exhausted. neutral talk_type +446 AnnoMi-client_125_2.mp4 Yes. She was up every three hours to eat, I don't understand it. neutral talk_type +447 AnnoMi-client_125_4.mp4 Yes. My mom told me that I started sleeping through the night when I was a month old, Lilly is six weeks. neutral talk_type +448 AnnoMi-client_125_6.mp4 Well, what is normal for a baby this age? neutral talk_type +449 AnnoMi-client_127_1.mp4 Mm-hmm. Um, yeah, my asthma has just been out of control lately and my doctor says that might be connected to Oscar. neutral talk_type +450 AnnoMi-client_127_3.mp4 Um, I've got allergy testing. It's just, uh, the dust makes it bad. I thought the smoking was the main thing- neutral talk_type +451 AnnoMi-client_127_5.mp4 -that's cut down. Um, and then they said the drinking might contribute to it, too. So, I got a lot of different things I'm working on. So that's what I know. change talk_type +452 AnnoMi-client_127_7.mp4 The drinking, the smoking and the dust that I got, the, um, the scratch test for. neutral talk_type +453 AnnoMi-client_127_9.mp4 And-and-and that's what I know, and that I take the medicine for it. neutral talk_type +454 AnnoMi-client_127_11.mp4 No, I've had it for-for 12 years and now it's a concern. I don't understand. neutral talk_type +455 AnnoMi-client_127_13.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +456 AnnoMi-client_127_15.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +457 AnnoMi-client_127_17.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +458 AnnoMi-client_127_19.mp4 Yes, just that work with the [unintelligible 00:01:24]. neutral talk_type +459 AnnoMi-client_127_21.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +460 AnnoMi-client_127_23.mp4 Mm-hmm. I'm a little I'm a couple of down. I used to drink four at night, now I'm down to three at least. change talk_type +461 AnnoMi-client_127_25.mp4 Uh-huh. neutral talk_type +462 AnnoMi-client_127_27.mp4 Mm-hmm, what's next, yeah, yeah. neutral talk_type +463 AnnoMi-client_127_29.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +464 AnnoMi-client_127_31.mp4 Well, we keep them clean, like he's cleaned. So, all the dander doesn't really make sense, but I have been noticing that sometimes when he comes on the bed or just beside, I wheeze a little bit, but I think it has to do with, um, the hair, the, in my lungs cleaning itself up from the smoking. sustain talk_type +465 AnnoMi-client_127_33.mp4 So, I don't know if it's that-that's where I'm confused. I don't know how this could be happening. neutral talk_type +466 AnnoMi-client_127_35.mp4 Mm-hmm, Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +467 AnnoMi-client_127_37.mp4 But-but the wheezing is something that I've definitely noticed a little bit. neutral talk_type +468 AnnoMi-client_127_39.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +469 AnnoMi-client_127_41.mp4 Mm-hmm, Mm-hmm. I just want some medicine and I want to keep Oscar and I wanna feel better about myself because I'm making all these changes in my life and it honestly feels like my-my nose is just above the water. sustain talk_type +470 AnnoMi-client_127_43.mp4 Mm-hmm. Yeah, no, that feels good. That I, you know, at least it is my choice. I just feel like just about, I'm not feeling happy about just all these different things that are coming up. Um, and I'm kind of sad about things. neutral talk_type +471 AnnoMi-client_127_45.mp4 And I don't know, I don't know what to do. neutral talk_type +472 AnnoMi-client_127_47.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +473 AnnoMi-client_127_49.mp4 Mm-hmm. I want- I want John Carlos to grow up with Oscar. So he has his friend when he's young, too. And, um, I just, it's a lot of stress and a lot of things you-you gotta think about then, um, I'm not feeling good about it. neutral talk_type +474 AnnoMi-client_127_51.mp4 Man, uh, how would I know? I don't know. I think if my asthma got really bad and the medicine- she gave me the strongest medicine and it wasn't working. neutral talk_type +475 AnnoMi-client_127_53.mp4 That would be the way right now 'cause I can't see, I don't know how I'm going to give this dog up. sustain talk_type +476 AnnoMi-client_127_55.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +477 AnnoMi-client_127_57.mp4 No, no. It's something I got to just sit there and-and kind of, um, put the pros and the cons on the table about, but- neutral talk_type +478 AnnoMi-client_127_59.mp4 -something's going on. neutral talk_type +479 AnnoMi-client_128_0.mp4 Wow, I can't believe he stopped crying finally and fell asleep. Poor guy. neutral talk_type +480 AnnoMi-client_128_2.mp4 No he wasn't. neutral talk_type +481 AnnoMi-client_128_4.mp4 Yeah, absolutely. neutral talk_type +482 AnnoMi-client_128_6.mp4 Well, you're right actually, I-I did quit smoking but just last week my mom took Jake for the first time. It was a Friday night, so friends were going out to celebrate a birthday. neutral talk_type +483 AnnoMi-client_128_8.mp4 Yeah. At one point in the night, though, they all went out to have a cigarette and I joined them. Since then, I've been having a couple of cigarettes at night, but never near Jake and never near his clothes or his toys. I mean, I've heard about second-hand smoking. And I-I don't want to be- expose him to it, so I've been avoiding him when I smoke. neutral talk_type +484 AnnoMi-client_128_10.mp4 Yeah, sure. neutral talk_type +485 AnnoMi-client_128_12.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +486 AnnoMi-client_128_14.mp4 Exactly. neutral talk_type +487 AnnoMi-client_128_16.mp4 Yeah, well, you know that sounds okay. While he's sick, I might be able to smoke outside in the next couple days or so, but the thing is, usually I'm craving a cigarette the most when I have a glass of wine at the end of the day. I put Jake to bed, I open up a bottle and I pour myself a glass and I'm finally able to unwind, so, I get a craving for a cigarette, so, I'm not sure long-term I'd be able to smoke outside. sustain talk_type +488 AnnoMi-client_128_18.mp4 Yeah, exactly and another thing is that sometimes in the morning, after I've had a couple of glasses of wine, I kinda feel tired or groggy or low on energy, so, even that I'm not sure is completely relaxing. Especially if I've had a cigarette the night before, I always feel so bad. neutral talk_type +489 AnnoMi-client_128_20.mp4 Exactly. neutral talk_type +490 AnnoMi-client_128_22.mp4 Sure. I've never heard of them. neutral talk_type +491 AnnoMi-client_128_24.mp4 Well, usually I'm having more than two glasses but if you're saying that's gonna minimize some risk and I guess some of the grogginess I'm feeling the next morning, then maybe I should just try and have one glass of wine in the evenings? neutral talk_type +492 AnnoMi-client_128_26.mp4 Yeah, I-I'd absolutely maybe reduce. I'll try my best to reduce, but I'm not sure about the smoking. change talk_type +493 AnnoMi-client_128_28.mp4 Yeah. I think that sounds okay. change talk_type +494 AnnoMi-client_128_30.mp4 No. I think just talking about it was helpful, you know, and I'm- I'm glad you've given me some information. Maybe just this week I can think about it a little more, you know, I-I feel pretty overwhelmed right now. There's so much to do. My days are pretty full, so, maybe I can just s-sit on it for a week. change talk_type +495 AnnoMi-client_128_32.mp4 All right. That sounds good. Thanks, Dr. change talk_type +496 AnnoMi-client_129_0.mp4 Dr. Morrow, I'm so relieved I'm not pregnant. neutral talk_type +497 AnnoMi-client_129_2.mp4 I really feel like I dodged the bullet. That was- that was probably the scariest like two days of my life. neutral talk_type +498 AnnoMi-client_129_4.mp4 Yup. neutral talk_type +499 AnnoMi-client_129_6.mp4 Yeah, it went so slow. neutral talk_type +500 AnnoMi-client_129_8.mp4 Even just being here today is like minutes ticking by. neutral talk_type +501 AnnoMi-client_129_10.mp4 It's really good news. neutral talk_type +502 AnnoMi-client_129_12.mp4 I don't even know. I'm-I'm not ready to have a kid. I know that. I know my life is not ready for that step. neutral talk_type +503 AnnoMi-client_129_14.mp4 Yeah, no. neutral talk_type +504 AnnoMi-client_129_16.mp4 Um, I don't really want to go there. I just-- that sort of stuff just weirds me out. Yeah, I take something fun and just makes it really medical. sustain talk_type +505 AnnoMi-client_129_18.mp4 No. sustain talk_type +506 AnnoMi-client_129_20.mp4 Yeah, I mean I'm-I'm careful. I do what I can, but I don't wanna take anything for that. sustain talk_type +507 AnnoMi-client_129_22.mp4 "Yeah. It's-it's scary. I mean, this is the first time I've ever had that sort of feeling of ""What am I gonna do?""" neutral talk_type +508 AnnoMi-client_129_24.mp4 And-and that fear was like-- yeah. Up until now, I've been good, yeah. neutral talk_type +509 AnnoMi-client_129_26.mp4 Yeah. No, it- it's just- it's just weird for me. I don't- I don't like thinking about that stuff, yeah. sustain talk_type +510 AnnoMi-client_129_28.mp4 Yeah, maybe another time. Just, I'm not ready for it. sustain talk_type +511 AnnoMi-client_129_30.mp4 I'm not ready for that conversation right now. sustain talk_type +512 AnnoMi-client_129_32.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +513 AnnoMi-client_129_34.mp4 Thank you. neutral talk_type +514 AnnoMi-client_132_1.mp4 Well, I suppose you're gonna give me a row and tell me it's all self-inflicted and I've got to change my ways and give up the things I enjoy. sustain talk_type +515 AnnoMi-client_132_3.mp4 The doc said I've got to take pills for the rest of my life. neutral talk_type +516 AnnoMi-client_132_5.mp4 Well, I feel fine, but the-the doc said it could save my life. neutral talk_type +517 AnnoMi-client_132_7.mp4 Okay, what should I do first? change talk_type +518 AnnoMi-client_132_9.mp4 Where do you think I should start? change talk_type +519 AnnoMi-client_132_11.mp4 Yeah, uh, you tell me, stop smoking and lose weight and take more exercise, wouldn’t you? neutral talk_type +520 AnnoMi-client_132_13.mp4 Uh, I loved to lose weight but it's so hard giving up the things you enjoy. sustain talk_type +521 AnnoMi-client_132_15.mp4 I really should do. Or shouldn't I, neutral talk_type +522 AnnoMi-client_132_17.mp4 Well, I'd like to see my children settled and my grandchildren growing up and I should,suppose I should be an example to them. change talk_type +523 AnnoMi-client_132_19.mp4 Yes. I want to be there for them, but not a burden to them. change talk_type +524 AnnoMi-client_132_21.mp4 Uh, I've been thinking about them a lot lately, and I want to be there for them. So have to do what I need to, to improve my health. change talk_type +525 AnnoMi-client_132_23.mp4 You know, to start with, I could cut down on my drinking. Um, that's adding to my weight and to my blood pressure, isn't it? change talk_type +526 AnnoMi-client_132_25.mp4 In fact, I think I'll try and cut out the booze altogether. My wife says I drink too much at the weekends. change talk_type +527 AnnoMi-client_132_27.mp4 And I suppose I could cut out the crisps and pies at works. change talk_type +528 AnnoMi-client_132_29.mp4 I'm gonna start having soup at lunchtime. I suppose a big bowl of soup would be far better than two pies. change talk_type +529 AnnoMi-client_132_31.mp4 Well, there's one, one thing uh, I've done already, I've stopped adding salt to my food. The doc said that would help with my blood pressure. change talk_type +530 AnnoMi-client_132_33.mp4 Well, I didn't know that. Um, it's good to know. I'll tell my wife, um, she's still very fond of her salt and her mother had osteoporosis. change talk_type +531 AnnoMi-client_132_35.mp4 I feel if I go ahead and do as I say with cutting down on the pies, the crisps, um, and cutting out the booze, I feel I'm making a start but let's take it a step at a time and see how it goes. But, uh, the next day when we look at it, the figures might be a lot better. change talk_type +532 AnnoMi-client_132_37.mp4 Yes, that’s fine with me. neutral talk_type +533 AnnoMi-client_132_39.mp4 Thanks. You too. neutral talk_type +534 AnnoMi-client_133_1.mp4 Mm. neutral talk_type +535 AnnoMi-client_133_3.mp4 Right. Neat. What, um, what have I changed, what am I— neutral talk_type +536 AnnoMi-client_133_5.mp4 I've been thinking about how easy it would be to deal P again. sustain talk_type +537 AnnoMi-client_133_7.mp4 I mean, I've been thinking about, um, how I could actually set myself up the right way doing it the wrong way. sustain talk_type +538 AnnoMi-client_133_9.mp4 Mm. neutral talk_type +539 AnnoMi-client_133_11.mp4 Well, at the end of, you know, that last week inside, I was- I had that kind of, okay, what's next buzz? And, you know, it just doesn't work out here. sustain talk_type +540 AnnoMi-client_133_13.mp4 I don't have a, uh, uh, I don't know what that is. sustain talk_type +541 AnnoMi-client_133_15.mp4 Yes. sustain talk_type +542 AnnoMi-client_133_17.mp4 Yeah, it's worse. sustain talk_type +543 AnnoMi-client_133_19.mp4 Yeah. sustain talk_type +544 AnnoMi-client_133_21.mp4 I haven't yet, I mean- change talk_type +545 AnnoMi-client_133_23.mp4 -the, uh, the offer's there. sustain talk_type +546 AnnoMi-client_133_25.mp4 Um, I don't know why I haven't said that I will yet but I mean- change talk_type +547 AnnoMi-client_133_27.mp4 -it's there. sustain talk_type +548 AnnoMi-client_133_29.mp4 Yeah. sustain talk_type +549 AnnoMi-client_133_31.mp4 No. sustain talk_type +550 AnnoMi-client_133_33.mp4 How long have I been out? neutral talk_type +551 AnnoMi-client_133_35.mp4 Three weeks, one day. change talk_type +552 AnnoMi-client_133_37.mp4 Three weeks, one day. change talk_type +553 AnnoMi-client_133_39.mp4 I don't know. neutral talk_type +554 AnnoMi-client_133_41.mp4 Um, I'd- I- you know, I kind of told myself not to, you know, just before I left. And then I'm just kind of with it and I don't quite know why. [clears throat] I dunno, if, uh, there's no real reason why I haven't yet. It's just that I don't- I just don't think it'll work the way I always dream it will you know, I see myself up like, whatever, if I do that again, the next leg is a long one. A real long one. change talk_type +555 AnnoMi-client_133_43.mp4 And I-I can't go back there. There's no way I'm going back there. change talk_type +556 AnnoMi-client_133_45.mp4 No, never lasts. change talk_type +557 AnnoMi-client_133_47.mp4 Yep. I've been in crossroads for 12 years. neutral talk_type +558 AnnoMi-client_133_49.mp4 Yeah. And- [crosstalk] change talk_type +559 AnnoMi-client_133_51.mp4 -sort of opposite, yeah. neutral talk_type +560 AnnoMi-client_133_53.mp4 You know, we're in the middle, you know, and it's actually at the moment, I guess. neutral talk_type +561 AnnoMi-client_133_55.mp4 But I don't know. You know, that's quite clear that no fucking idea. neutral talk_type +562 AnnoMi-client_133_57.mp4 Do you have an idea? neutral talk_type +563 AnnoMi-client_133_59.mp4 Mm. neutral talk_type +564 AnnoMi-client_133_61.mp4 Fiona? change talk_type +565 AnnoMi-client_133_63.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +566 AnnoMi-client_133_65.mp4 She's told me that it's over if I do it. You know, I mean, she-- What tell you about, Fiona I mean she's been with me. She's the one who stayed through all the shit. And I owe her- change talk_type +567 AnnoMi-client_133_67.mp4 -something. change talk_type +568 AnnoMi-client_133_69.mp4 12 years. neutral talk_type +569 AnnoMi-client_133_71.mp4 Yeah. She's actually got the black and white line down now. change talk_type +570 AnnoMi-client_133_73.mp4 It's pretty she- you know, she could be pretty full-on. change talk_type +571 AnnoMi-client_133_75.mp4 Yeah, so it's hard to ignore that line. change talk_type +572 AnnoMi-client_133_77.mp4 I mean. And it comes with a whole lot of different rules, and you know, she's never been quite like she is now. change talk_type +573 AnnoMi-client_133_79.mp4 Yeah. I think she has. I don't think I have. neutral talk_type +574 AnnoMi-client_133_81.mp4 She just wants me. I mean, she just wants someone to be there. Me. She-she remembers me and she wants- she wants him. change talk_type +575 AnnoMi-client_133_83.mp4 The one that, you know— change talk_type +576 AnnoMi-client_133_85.mp4 Yeah, that's the one. change talk_type +577 AnnoMi-client_133_87.mp4 No, no. No one would want him. I don't want him. He's a fuckwit, right? She wants the one that she fell in love with. change talk_type +578 AnnoMi-client_133_89.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +579 AnnoMi-client_133_91.mp4 If I had the answer to that, I wouldn't need to be sitting here. neutral talk_type +580 AnnoMi-client_133_93.mp4 And I mean, I honest- I don't know, man. I don't know. I-I wish I knew somewhere I could start that, you know, could give it to her, but I-I can't. I-I don't know. neutral talk_type +581 AnnoMi-client_133_95.mp4 "I was pretty romantic. I mean, I was pretty quite smooth, and, um, you know, I was on top of my game, like, she- and she loved it. And we used to laugh in the [unintelligible 00:06:45], you know? And just- it was always really sweet, and people used to say, ""Oh, man, you two. You two have just got it,"" you know? And we lost it, so whatever that was, that's what she wants. We were young. How do you become young? Uh, you know, I'm old, and we'll keep growing old, but you know?" change talk_type +582 AnnoMi-client_133_97.mp4 Like if I'm not careful, I will be. neutral talk_type +583 AnnoMi-client_133_99.mp4 Yeah, certainly. neutral talk_type +584 AnnoMi-client_133_101.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +585 AnnoMi-client_133_103.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +586 AnnoMi-client_133_105.mp4 Yeah, yep. change talk_type +587 AnnoMi-client_133_107.mp4 You know what? She hasn't even talked about the dealing, like, she won't even broach that subject. That's how black and white she is. She's- she'll be- she offers suggestions, you know? What I could do, and- or I kind of go with that, but none of them are-- You know, it's lovely that she's really finding things, but they're not the things. I mean, it-- I started kind of placating her and making it okay to keep giving me suggestions, but like, I need to come up with something because it's like awesome love, but you know, not in love, and she's getting sick of it already. change talk_type +588 AnnoMi-client_133_109.mp4 A little bit that. Yeah, little-little bit tense. Yeah, that's fair. neutral talk_type +589 AnnoMi-client_133_111.mp4 No, they are. neutral talk_type +590 AnnoMi-client_133_113.mp4 I mean, not like they have been because we've only just started on the new road, but I mean, yeah, tense is the right word. neutral talk_type +591 AnnoMi-client_133_115.mp4 Well, I don't know. I haven't got little, um, nuggets of where I could go. I've just got like this feeling that I should go somewhere. change talk_type +592 AnnoMi-client_133_117.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +593 AnnoMi-client_133_119.mp4 Yeah. No idea. neutral talk_type +594 AnnoMi-client_133_121.mp4 [nods]. neutral talk_type +595 AnnoMi-client_133_123.mp4 Yeah. Well, um— change talk_type +596 AnnoMi-client_133_125.mp4 Not many. neutral talk_type +597 AnnoMi-client_133_127.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +598 AnnoMi-client_133_129.mp4 Um, oh, I've got. Yeah, one. [chuckles] neutral talk_type +599 AnnoMi-client_133_131.mp4 One. neutral talk_type +600 AnnoMi-client_133_133.mp4 Mm, yeah. neutral talk_type +601 AnnoMi-client_133_135.mp4 Okay, so, um— neutral talk_type +602 AnnoMi-client_133_137.mp4 Well, he-he was- he was inside with me the first time I was ever inside, and now he's a drug counselor. change talk_type +603 AnnoMi-client_133_139.mp4 So, he's the- he did it. change talk_type +604 AnnoMi-client_133_141.mp4 I don't know how the fuck he did that, but, 'cause because he wasn't even a real addict, he was just-- Well, I mean, I don't know. He's very good with people. change talk_type +605 AnnoMi-client_133_143.mp4 Really good at talking, and, uh, but anyway, I don't know how he did it. neutral talk_type +606 AnnoMi-client_133_145.mp4 Yeah, but I can't ever be a drug counselor. neutral talk_type +607 AnnoMi-client_133_147.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +608 AnnoMi-client_133_149.mp4 Yeah. I think he would have found some higher power. They find-- I'm not gonna find one of them. sustain talk_type +609 AnnoMi-client_133_151.mp4 Yeah. sustain talk_type +610 AnnoMi-client_133_153.mp4 I don't know. That's why I'm here. neutral talk_type +611 AnnoMi-client_133_155.mp4 I don't know what that is. neutral talk_type +612 AnnoMi-client_133_157.mp4 Okay. change talk_type +613 AnnoMi-client_133_159.mp4 Good luck. sustain talk_type +614 AnnoMi-client_133_161.mp4 Yeah, I don't mean to be rude- neutral talk_type +615 AnnoMi-client_133_163.mp4 -but I do mean it's a big ask. sustain talk_type +616 AnnoMi-client_133_165.mp4 Fucking guts. change talk_type +617 AnnoMi-client_133_167.mp4 Is it a quality? neutral talk_type +618 AnnoMi-client_133_169.mp4 Yeah, I'd need some of them. change talk_type +619 AnnoMi-client_133_171.mp4 Am I? neutral talk_type +620 AnnoMi-client_133_173.mp4 No, not yet. sustain talk_type +621 AnnoMi-client_133_175.mp4 Well, no I'm not. sustain talk_type +622 AnnoMi-client_133_177.mp4 No, I don't have that-that-that much courage.\ sustain talk_type +623 AnnoMi-client_133_179.mp4 Oh, I have to. neutral talk_type +624 AnnoMi-client_133_181.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +625 AnnoMi-client_133_183.mp4 Oh, okay. neutral talk_type +626 AnnoMi-client_133_185.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +627 AnnoMi-client_133_187.mp4 All right. change talk_type +628 AnnoMi-client_133_189.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +629 AnnoMi-client_133_191.mp4 It's a bit awkward. neutral talk_type +630 AnnoMi-client_133_193.mp4 Ah, yeah. I could've done that neutral talk_type +631 AnnoMi-client_133_195.mp4 I'm older, you know? It's not as much fun. change talk_type +632 AnnoMi-client_133_197.mp4 I used to take the piss outta you guys- neutral talk_type +633 AnnoMi-client_133_199.mp4 -all day long. We all do, but- neutral talk_type +634 AnnoMi-client_133_201.mp4 -it's not funny. I mean, and you're-you're a good guy, I imagine. I mean, in fact, you don't deserve my shit. I just-- I don't know. Good luck. change talk_type +635 AnnoMi-client_133_203.mp4 Oh, sadness. You know, I don't wanna wallow, you know? You know, you've gotta take, you know-- You make your own opportunity in life, don't you? change talk_type +636 AnnoMi-client_133_205.mp4 I just never did. sustain talk_type +637 AnnoMi-client_133_207.mp4 Do they? change talk_type +638 AnnoMi-client_133_209.mp4 All right. Not to me. sustain talk_type +639 AnnoMi-client_133_211.mp4 Oh, yeah. Oh, heaps of those opportunities. sustain talk_type +640 AnnoMi-client_133_213.mp4 Yeah, well, the different world isn't offering me opportunities. The different world is offering me a night shift, and minimum wage, and, you know, nothing. So it's like, set-set yourself up, set your goal up, or, um, don't, and that's your-your pro-social living, and that's your, you know, old behaviors. sustain talk_type +641 AnnoMi-client_133_215.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +642 AnnoMi-client_133_217.mp4 The system? neutral talk_type +643 AnnoMi-client_133_219.mp4 Man, I've been fighting that system- change talk_type +644 AnnoMi-client_133_221.mp4 -and all it takes me back is to the-the inside- sustain talk_type +645 AnnoMi-client_133_223.mp4 -I mean— neutral talk_type +646 AnnoMi-client_133_225.mp4 Well, I can't see it. sustain talk_type +647 AnnoMi-client_133_227.mp4 You know what, if I knew what they'd look like- change talk_type +648 AnnoMi-client_133_229.mp4 -I-I might, you know, buy that. change talk_type +649 AnnoMi-client_133_231.mp4 Did I? neutral talk_type +650 AnnoMi-client_133_233.mp4 Oh yeah. sustain talk_type +651 AnnoMi-client_133_235.mp4 Yeah, that's not much fun. That doesn't look very good. sustain talk_type +652 AnnoMi-client_133_237.mp4 Yeah, that looks really hard. sustain talk_type +653 AnnoMi-client_133_239.mp4 I know that's the right thing, uh, don't get me wrong. change talk_type +654 AnnoMi-client_133_241.mp4 That is gut right there, going to a job you hate, going home, cooking yet missus a dinner, looking after your kids. I mean, that is-- That's what it real mean does, but I don't have that-- Th-those guts to do- to do what you do. sustain talk_type +655 AnnoMi-client_133_243.mp4 I-- Hmm, maybe. change talk_type +656 AnnoMi-client_133_245.mp4 No. You know, convince me because, you know, I kind of want to be. change talk_type +657 AnnoMi-client_133_247.mp4 Right. neutral talk_type +658 AnnoMi-client_133_249.mp4 Mm. neutral talk_type +659 AnnoMi-client_133_251.mp4 It is the little things, yeah, like waking up, and having a cup of tea and sitting on the porch is kind of cool. change talk_type +660 AnnoMi-client_133_253.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +661 AnnoMi-client_133_255.mp4 No, you don't get to sit outside- neutral talk_type +662 AnnoMi-client_133_257.mp4 -on the porch. neutral talk_type +663 AnnoMi-client_133_259.mp4 No one. It's morning, it's just me. change talk_type +664 AnnoMi-client_133_261.mp4 Birds, trees, yada yada. change talk_type +665 AnnoMi-client_133_263.mp4 Mm, you know, maybe. change talk_type +666 AnnoMi-client_133_265.mp4 I don't-- You know, that-that was nice. If it was full of bits like that, sure, but I mean, you know, eventually you have to go off to your job and- neutral talk_type +667 AnnoMi-client_133_267.mp4 -you know, pay your-your wages, I mean your-your mortgage and-and- neutral talk_type +668 AnnoMi-client_133_269.mp4 -it's just massive. neutral talk_type +669 AnnoMi-client_133_271.mp4 It is. neutral talk_type +670 AnnoMi-client_133_273.mp4 You know, people like me are unaccepted into that world though. You know? I've got-- I don't have qualifications. All my mates are in Australia working awesome jobs, mining for 160K a year, you know? Just being men digging holes. Like, if I could do that, yeah, all good but fuck, I have just come out of prison, I don't have any NCEA. I, uh, I had one opportunity and I fucked that because I can't do night shift 'cause I'm lazy. You know? Maybe the world is giving me opportunities and I just don't need them. Maybe I can't do that. sustain talk_type +671 AnnoMi-client_133_275.mp4 No, I'm definitely not convinced. sustain talk_type +672 AnnoMi-client_133_277.mp4 No. sustain talk_type +673 AnnoMi-client_133_279.mp4 Yeah, I know. sustain talk_type +674 AnnoMi-client_133_281.mp4 Yeah. I mean, yeah, it is obviously, it is first steps, but I mean, what's that? What's the first step into the pro-social life? neutral talk_type +675 AnnoMi-client_133_283.mp4 I just know if I get a job that I hate, I just won't do it. sustain talk_type +676 AnnoMi-client_133_285.mp4 You know, I can make in an hour what I can make in a night or a week of nights. It's pretty-- You know, from where I'm from that a really-- You know, there's no decision at all, that's just like, what are you up to if you don't? sustain talk_type +677 AnnoMi-client_133_287.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +678 AnnoMi-client_133_289.mp4 "I just told myself I wouldn't this time and then Fiona said, ""You will not"" this time." change talk_type +679 AnnoMi-client_133_291.mp4 Yeah, even if it's the wrong one, yes. neutral talk_type +680 AnnoMi-client_133_293.mp4 Yeah, but I'm that kinda guy. neutral talk_type +681 AnnoMi-client_133_295.mp4 "Oh no there wasn't a decision to made, I just said, ""I won't yet""." change talk_type +682 AnnoMi-client_133_297.mp4 Yeah, I said yet. neutral talk_type +683 AnnoMi-client_133_299.mp4 Yeah. sustain talk_type +684 AnnoMi-client_133_301.mp4 I hate that. neutral talk_type +685 AnnoMi-client_133_303.mp4 Mm. neutral talk_type +686 AnnoMi-client_133_305.mp4 Mm, yeah. change talk_type +687 AnnoMi-client_133_307.mp4 And we're still no closer. neutral talk_type +688 AnnoMi-client_133_309.mp4 But I mean yeah it's there. change talk_type +689 AnnoMi-client_133_311.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +690 AnnoMi-client_133_313.mp4 Oh, fuck. neutral talk_type +691 AnnoMi-client_133_315.mp4 With anyone other than Fiona? No time at all, I'd say for about 10 hours with you. neutral talk_type +692 AnnoMi-client_133_317.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +693 AnnoMi-client_133_319.mp4 Mm. neutral talk_type +694 AnnoMi-client_133_321.mp4 Yeah, 12, nearly 13. neutral talk_type +695 AnnoMi-client_133_323.mp4 Mm. neutral talk_type +696 AnnoMi-client_133_325.mp4 Uh, that it-it does kinda seem exciting. change talk_type +697 AnnoMi-client_133_327.mp4 It does, because it's so different. change talk_type +698 AnnoMi-client_133_329.mp4 And I'm kinda over that one. change talk_type +699 AnnoMi-client_133_331.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +700 AnnoMi-client_133_333.mp4 Okay, I. change talk_type +701 AnnoMi-client_133_335.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +702 AnnoMi-client_133_337.mp4 Yeah-yeah, it does work for him. neutral talk_type +703 AnnoMi-client_133_339.mp4 Uh, ringing him. change talk_type +704 AnnoMi-client_133_341.mp4 Mm, yeah. change talk_type +705 AnnoMi-client_133_343.mp4 You-you know, it was a long time ago that we were inside. I just know that's what he's doing. It would be pretty odd calling but the- he'd probably be okay with it. change talk_type +706 AnnoMi-client_133_345.mp4 Possibility to call yeah. change talk_type +707 AnnoMi-client_133_347.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +708 AnnoMi-client_133_349.mp4 Mm. neutral talk_type +709 AnnoMi-client_133_351.mp4 Mm. change talk_type +710 AnnoMi-client_133_353.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +711 AnnoMi-client_133_355.mp4 Well, I just have to do what I'm told. I don't know. change talk_type +712 AnnoMi-client_133_357.mp4 Oh, yeah, I was being, um, chipping, I mean, yeah she has more hopes than me, you know. change talk_type +713 AnnoMi-client_133_359.mp4 Um, like I do- I do but what it would take, you know, I mean, that's pretty freaking scary shit. neutral talk_type +714 AnnoMi-client_133_361.mp4 Yeah. And I would never admit to that. neutral talk_type +715 AnnoMi-client_133_363.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +716 AnnoMi-client_133_365.mp4 Yeah, but my-when I made my decision to not do that yet like I was very clear I understood I know that picture. If I'm gonna make a decision to do this, I kinda need to really-really know what that is. You know, not only to talk I mean- neutral talk_type +717 AnnoMi-client_133_367.mp4 -what is the whole plan to-to call-call up you know and say, hey bro, hey bro, uh, how did you do that? I mean, really? Is it— change talk_type +718 AnnoMi-client_133_369.mp4 Yeah, like, I guess I could be wondering that too. change talk_type +719 AnnoMi-client_133_371.mp4 Hmm. change talk_type +720 AnnoMi-client_133_373.mp4 There's Fiona. change talk_type +721 AnnoMi-client_133_375.mp4 [unintelligible 00:26:37] getting out so what-what he did. Um, dad's only as mean. There's Fiona. change talk_type +722 AnnoMi-client_133_377.mp4 Yeah, okay, uh, all right, yeah. All right. change talk_type +723 AnnoMi-client_133_379.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +724 AnnoMi-client_9_1.mp4 Sure. neutral talk_type +725 AnnoMi-client_9_3.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +726 AnnoMi-client_9_5.mp4 Not really, I haven't been stressed. Uh, I've been working steady, you know, these days, I'm glad to have a job, I really am happy that I'm working, so. neutral talk_type +727 AnnoMi-client_9_7.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +728 AnnoMi-client_9_9.mp4 I don't smoke. I smoked, you know, as a young adult, quit 20 years ago. I went cold turkey. I was proud of that, haven't even thought about smoking. neutral talk_type +729 AnnoMi-client_9_11.mp4 Uh, I do drink beer, I drink, you know, two to three pints on weekdays, sometimes on weekends, maybe four or five. neutral talk_type +730 AnnoMi-client_9_13.mp4 Well, I-- you know, my pressure has been high for years and, um, you know. neutral talk_type +731 AnnoMi-client_9_15.mp4 Maybe a little bit. change talk_type +732 AnnoMi-client_9_17.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +733 AnnoMi-client_9_19.mp4 I don't use heroin or cocaine. I've never even thought about using the hard drugs. Back in school, 20 years or so ago, I smoked reefer, you know. Once I got out of school, I haven't used that at all. neutral talk_type +734 AnnoMi-client_9_21.mp4 No, I don't- I don't, uh, really like the idea of taking pills. Uh, as a matter of fact, a couple of years ago, I had this jaw surgery. They gave me a prescription for Percocet. I took one, maybe feel weird. I think they're still sitting in the medicine cabinet. neutral talk_type +735 AnnoMi-client_9_23.mp4 Well, I guess I'll try. change talk_type +736 AnnoMi-client_9_25.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +737 AnnoMi-client_10_1.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +738 AnnoMi-client_10_3.mp4 Well, I'm supposed to come to learn about my-- how to manage my diabetes. Just got diagnosed. neutral talk_type +739 AnnoMi-client_10_5.mp4 Yeah, that's what doctor said. She-she really laid into me about that. Said it was-- I guess, this is really serious stuff. She was talking about losing eyesight, mm, my feet, mm, problems with a lot of other stuff, and it really scared me. Uh, so, [sighs] you know, how-how-how to manage all this, I guess, is what I gotta learn, but it just sounds massive. neutral talk_type +740 AnnoMi-client_10_7.mp4 That's, uh, that's a huge amount of stuff to do and, I'm not- I'm not certain I can do all that, and on top of it, it's-it's-- if I don't get it all done, all this stuff happens to me? neutral talk_type +741 AnnoMi-client_10_9.mp4 [sighs] neutral talk_type +742 AnnoMi-client_10_11.mp4 Well, I-I [unintelligible 00:01:35] neutral talk_type +743 AnnoMi-client_15_1.mp4 Uh, yeah. I just got off work, and apparently, they're going smoke-free, so I'm-- I-I thought I'd stop by the pharmacy here and see what my options are. Some of my friends have tried nicotine patches and the-- they say they don't work really well. I don't really wanna quit smoking, I just need something to get me through the day. sustain talk_type +744 AnnoMi-client_15_3.mp4 Maybe like da-- during the day nicotine replacement. Is that-- I mean, do you have anything like that? change talk_type +745 AnnoMi-client_15_5.mp4 Well, I don't really wanna quit. I mean, I like smoking. I like go-- after work, I have a beer with my friends, and I'll smoke cigarettes. I mean, it's not really a big deal. Cigarettes aren't that bad. I mean, I know that the-- it's popular to say that smoking is bad for you but, you know, I like it, so I'm gonna be doing it. sustain talk_type +746 AnnoMi-client_15_7.mp4 Yeah, yeah. Okay. neutral talk_type +747 AnnoMi-client_15_9.mp4 Okay. Well, what are my options? You know, assuming that I'm right, what are my options? neutral talk_type +748 AnnoMi-client_15_11.mp4 Well, I mean, I s-- I-I-I smoke barely a pack a day. I mean, I've probably smoked for about five or six years now. It's not really a lot of cigarettes, but it's sort of hard to get through the day at work. sustain talk_type +749 AnnoMi-client_15_13.mp4 Sounds good to me. The more nicotine, the better. Is it like gum or something? Could I chew it like while I'm in the office? That sounds pretty great. I mean, do you have— sustain talk_type +750 AnnoMi-client_15_15.mp4 Oh. Okay. Well, where is that? neutral talk_type +751 AnnoMi-client_15_17.mp4 Well, I-- [sighs] I'm probably not gonna buy anything today. I mean, I just came by to see what my options are. I-- if-- thanks for the input. I mean, do you have anything else, do you have any other advice for me? neutral talk_type +752 AnnoMi-client_15_19.mp4 Oh, well. Okay. Well, thanks. I mean, I guess that helps a little bit. I'll-- maybe I'll be back later. Thanks. neutral talk_type +753 AnnoMi-client_17_1.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +754 AnnoMi-client_17_3.mp4 No, I would bum cigarettes in college, but I was never a smoker. neutral talk_type +755 AnnoMi-client_17_5.mp4 No, not really anything. neutral talk_type +756 AnnoMi-client_17_7.mp4 Um, a few times a week. Uh, Wednesdays, I'll go to happy hour and have about two or three. And then, um, Thursdays, seven, um, seven or eight. Fridays, probably just a couple of glasses of wine with dinner. Um, but Saturdays are bigger night. And I would probably have a few drinks before I went to the bar. And then have four or five at when-when I was out. So— neutral talk_type +757 AnnoMi-client_17_9.mp4 I guess, it sounds like a lot when you say [chuckles] like that. But yeah. neutral talk_type +758 AnnoMi-client_17_11.mp4 No. I-I smoked weed in college, but just a little bit. I wasn't a regular smoker. sustain talk_type +759 AnnoMi-client_17_13.mp4 No. neutral talk_type +760 AnnoMi-client_17_15.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +761 AnnoMi-client_17_17.mp4 That's a lot to change. I don't know. sustain talk_type +762 AnnoMi-client_17_19.mp4 I mean, the stairs were really steep. So— sustain talk_type +763 AnnoMi-client_17_21.mp4 Where are these limits from? Um, old- an older population? Because, uh, I drink just as much as my friends do. I mean, everybody drinks like I drink. I'm not even the biggest drinker in my group. So I'm pretty middle of the road. sustain talk_type +764 AnnoMi-client_17_23.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +765 AnnoMi-client_17_25.mp4 I don't know. It's what we do. It's-- this is how we have fun, I guess. It is fun. sustain talk_type +766 AnnoMi-client_17_27.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +767 AnnoMi-client_17_29.mp4 Thanks. neutral talk_type +768 AnnoMi-client_27_1.mp4 Mm-hmm. Yeah, I de-I definitely don't wanna come back here. But, uh, the doc said Oscar, my dog, is connected to my asthma symptoms. But the- neutral talk_type +769 AnnoMi-client_27_3.mp4 -ridiculous part is I've had him for 12 years before, and now it's a problem. neutral talk_type +770 AnnoMi-client_27_5.mp4 Yeah, but I-- Um, let me just clarify, I've seen the materials, I have them- neutral talk_type +771 AnnoMi-client_27_7.mp4 -I have even read them. All I've been doing is taking the medicine. So, I don't know that much about this. neutral talk_type +772 AnnoMi-client_27_9.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +773 AnnoMi-client_27_11.mp4 John Carlo, yeah. neutral talk_type +774 AnnoMi-client_27_13.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +775 AnnoMi-client_27_15.mp4 Uh, this is a little too much for me now. First of all, John Carlo is taken care of. That's fine. He doesn't have- no asthma from the dog. It's just me. I don't ha— sustain talk_type +776 AnnoMi-client_27_17.mp4 "So, Oscar is gonna make me die? He hasn't made me die in 12 years, and the doctor is saying, ""Oh, I don't know if it's the stress, the finances, the drinking."" So, what are we doing saying Oscar could make me die? I've had him for 12 years." sustain talk_type +777 AnnoMi-client_27_19.mp4 Well, they can keep giving me more medicine and give me the strongest one, and I'll keep Oscar. sustain talk_type +778 AnnoMi-client_27_21.mp4 I understand, but I don't think you get my situation. I've had this dog for 12 years. So, I'm not just gonna up and get him out of my house when I don't even know if that's the main thing. sustain talk_type +779 AnnoMi-client_32_1.mp4 I-I guess, uh, I don't really remember much. I like it was a week ago, so I was kind of drunk too. neutral talk_type +780 AnnoMi-client_32_3.mp4 Hmm. I mean, not really. I'm gonna be 21 in a couple of months. Um, once I turn 21, the cops can't give me a minor and I mean, I'm not a heavy drinker, like-like my friends or anything. I don't get wasted at all. And, uh, I just need to be careful. I just won't get caught. I'm just trying to find, like, a normal college student. sustain talk_type +781 AnnoMi-client_32_5.mp4 Whatever, I-I didn't though. I called my roommates for a ride. He was sleepy. So I had to get home somehow. And this isn't even my fault. I give him rides all the time, but I didn't do anything. sustain talk_type +782 AnnoMi-client_32_7.mp4 No-no. Like I said, this isn't even my fault. Like, are we done here? I have class in 15 minutes. sustain talk_type +783 AnnoMi-client_32_9.mp4 Look, I really like going on the [unintelligible 00:02:29] and I get what you're saying. You, you're making some really good points and I'll think about them. Okay? change talk_type +784 AnnoMi-client_32_11.mp4 $150, are you serious? I can't pay that. All right, I'm done with this. I'm over it. neutral talk_type +785 AnnoMi-client_44_1.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +786 AnnoMi-client_44_3.mp4 Uh, well, my name is Andrea, as you know, I'm, uh, in the marching band. I play the tenor sax. neutral talk_type +787 AnnoMi-client_44_5.mp4 Yeah. I'm involved in music. So I'm also in the jazz band, the wind ensemble, and um, yeah, that's about— neutral talk_type +788 AnnoMi-client_44_7.mp4 I'm an IB student. neutral talk_type +789 AnnoMi-client_44_9.mp4 Well, saxophone. I started about four years ago, but I've been involved in music for about 10 years now, so. neutral talk_type +790 AnnoMi-client_44_11.mp4 I started off on the violin first. neutral talk_type +791 AnnoMi-client_44_13.mp4 So I played that for like six years, once a clarinet, dabbled here and there with different things. And then I found the one- the one for me. neutral talk_type +792 AnnoMi-client_44_15.mp4 Yeah, the tenor sax. neutral talk_type +793 AnnoMi-client_44_17.mp4 Marching band since freshman year. So like three years. neutral talk_type +794 AnnoMi-client_44_19.mp4 It's fun. It's a- it's a lot of work, long summers taught, but it's fun. neutral talk_type +795 AnnoMi-client_44_21.mp4 Oh, I really like the-the group setting. neutral talk_type +796 AnnoMi-client_44_23.mp4 You know, getting to work with my other classmates and things like that. And putting on this entire show- neutral talk_type +797 AnnoMi-client_44_25.mp4 -it's very exciting, very exhilarating once you're in competition. neutral talk_type +798 AnnoMi-client_44_27.mp4 It's very cool. neutral talk_type +799 AnnoMi-client_44_29.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +800 AnnoMi-client_44_31.mp4 I have, um, you know, I have two-two separate groups. I have my friends from class and then my friends from bra-- from band. neutral talk_type +801 AnnoMi-client_44_33.mp4 So. neutral talk_type +802 AnnoMi-client_44_35.mp4 Oh, well I have one brother he's older than me, about nine years older than me. neutral talk_type +803 AnnoMi-client_44_37.mp4 And, uh, my parents and my dog. [laughs] neutral talk_type +804 AnnoMi-client_44_39.mp4 He's a golden retriever. neutral talk_type +805 AnnoMi-client_44_41.mp4 Charlie. neutral talk_type +806 AnnoMi-client_44_43.mp4 He's a big boy. Yeah. neutral talk_type +807 AnnoMi-client_44_45.mp4 Yeah. He's about eight years old now. neutral talk_type +808 AnnoMi-client_44_47.mp4 Uh, well, I'm planning on going to school. I'd like to become a doctor one day, so. neutral talk_type +809 AnnoMi-client_44_49.mp4 I'm interested in psychology, psychiatry, something like that, so. neutral talk_type +810 AnnoMi-client_44_51.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +811 AnnoMi-client_44_53.mp4 Yeah, psychology, I haven't really thought too about which school, I mean, I- neutral talk_type +812 AnnoMi-client_44_55.mp4 Everyone wants to shoot for the Ivy leagues, so [chuckles] neutral talk_type +813 AnnoMi-client_44_57.mp4 Uh, they're pretty good, you know, high three-point somethings. neutral talk_type +814 AnnoMi-client_44_59.mp4 Uh, I usually go out with my friends. Uh, we'll go to the movies or we'll most likely we'll just meet up at someone's house- neutral talk_type +815 AnnoMi-client_44_61.mp4 -and just hang out and things. neutral talk_type +816 AnnoMi-client_44_63.mp4 Sometimes, [chuckles] I'm gonna be honest sometimes. neutral talk_type +817 AnnoMi-client_44_65.mp4 Um, depending on how much schoolwork there is When there's not, it might be like every other weekend or like three weekends out of the month or something like that. neutral talk_type +818 AnnoMi-client_44_67.mp4 A little, yeah. neutral talk_type +819 AnnoMi-client_44_69.mp4 Um, I don't, we don't get blackout drunk or anything. It's more of like a little tipsy kind of thing. neutral talk_type +820 AnnoMi-client_44_71.mp4 I have gotten blackout drunk before- neutral talk_type +821 AnnoMi-client_44_73.mp4 -but I kind of did that, learned my lesson, didn't like it. neutral talk_type +822 AnnoMi-client_44_75.mp4 Like how many drinks? neutral talk_type +823 AnnoMi-client_44_77.mp4 Um, it was a good amount. It was the first time I ever drank and it was like three or four cups, but it was mixing different things. neutral talk_type +824 AnnoMi-client_44_79.mp4 So, I'm not-- Yeah. neutral talk_type +825 AnnoMi-client_44_81.mp4 Yeah. Yes. Not all of them, but some of them do. neutral talk_type +826 AnnoMi-client_44_83.mp4 More or less the same amount. So right now the most we'll have is maybe like one cup after that one time, but sometimes one or two, but they can be kind of heavy. neutral talk_type +827 AnnoMi-client_44_85.mp4 Oh, it's a red, you know, typical. Yeah. neutral talk_type +828 AnnoMi-client_44_87.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +829 AnnoMi-client_44_89.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +830 AnnoMi-client_44_91.mp4 A little bit. neutral talk_type +831 AnnoMi-client_44_93.mp4 Not too much, to be honest. I-I've always thought since it's, you know, within my small group of friends- neutral talk_type +832 AnnoMi-client_44_95.mp4 -and we usually sleep over each other's house, we don't get into the problems of drinking and driving, and possibly sexual assaults and things like that. neutral talk_type +833 AnnoMi-client_44_97.mp4 But I haven't really thought about possible alcoholism or anything. neutral talk_type +834 AnnoMi-client_44_99.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +835 AnnoMi-client_44_101.mp4 Yeah, I think I could. I don't need it. For instance, it-it is-- it is used as a kind of, like, let's get the party going. change talk_type +836 AnnoMi-client_44_103.mp4 But we haven't always had it- neutral talk_type +837 AnnoMi-client_44_105.mp4 -obviously. So, I think it would be possible to stop drinking. change talk_type +838 AnnoMi-client_44_107.mp4 "Um, I would probably start off by like, because my friends are also involved, so I'd be like, ""Hey, guys, I don't think I'm gonna drink today.""" change talk_type +839 AnnoMi-client_44_109.mp4 And kind of see how that goes. Because— change talk_type +840 AnnoMi-client_44_111.mp4 Yeah. It's, you know, it's one thing to control my own drinking, and it's another thing when everyone else around me is drinking and then there's like that pressure- neutral talk_type +841 AnnoMi-client_44_113.mp4 "-of, ""Oh, they're gonna think I look stupid.""" sustain talk_type +842 AnnoMi-client_44_115.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +843 AnnoMi-client_44_117.mp4 My close ones, I know they wouldn't be, you know, have a problem with that. But the ones that I'm not that close with, but I'll still like hang out with- neutral talk_type +844 AnnoMi-client_44_119.mp4 -those are probably the ones that like might ostracize me for something or. neutral talk_type +845 AnnoMi-client_44_121.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +846 AnnoMi-client_44_123.mp4 Probably, might be too judgmental. neutral talk_type +847 AnnoMi-client_44_125.mp4 Okay. change talk_type +848 AnnoMi-client_44_127.mp4 Okay. change talk_type +849 AnnoMi-client_44_129.mp4 Um, I think-- I think the possibility. change talk_type +850 AnnoMi-client_44_131.mp4 I think if you make a good plan, like I think I'd be able to follow through with it. change talk_type +851 AnnoMi-client_44_133.mp4 Yeah. I think I can do that. change talk_type +852 AnnoMi-client_44_135.mp4 Um, not-not really. The ones that drink more are the ones like my class friends. My band friends, we’re focused on band- neutral talk_type +853 AnnoMi-client_44_137.mp4 -so I can't really— neutral talk_type +854 AnnoMi-client_44_139.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +855 AnnoMi-client_44_141.mp4 Not too much, to be honest. neutral talk_type +856 AnnoMi-client_44_143.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +857 AnnoMi-client_44_145.mp4 "Um, what should I-- uh, yeah, I do. So what should I say like once, let's say, I hang out with my friends and they're like, ""Hey, why aren't you- why aren't you drinking?""" change talk_type +858 AnnoMi-client_44_147.mp4 Like how should I go about that situation? change talk_type +859 AnnoMi-client_44_149.mp4 Mm-hmm. change talk_type +860 AnnoMi-client_44_151.mp4 Mm. change talk_type +861 AnnoMi-client_44_153.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +862 AnnoMi-client_44_155.mp4 And-and you know, like professional life as well. change talk_type +863 AnnoMi-client_44_157.mp4 I don't want that biting me in the butt, [chuckles] in the back. neutral talk_type +864 AnnoMi-client_44_159.mp4 Okay. change talk_type +865 AnnoMi-client_44_161.mp4 I think I can do that. change talk_type +866 AnnoMi-client_44_163.mp4 It'd be easier as-- You know, as a group we-we all work together to become better. change talk_type +867 AnnoMi-client_44_165.mp4 No. I think- I think I'm good. neutral talk_type +868 AnnoMi-client_44_167.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +869 AnnoMi-client_44_169.mp4 Okay. change talk_type +870 AnnoMi-client_44_171.mp4 Sound good. change talk_type +871 AnnoMi-client_53_1.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +872 AnnoMi-client_53_3.mp4 Okay. Um, my name is Laura and I'm 17 and I'm a senior in high school. neutral talk_type +873 AnnoMi-client_53_5.mp4 Um, mostly just hang out with my friends and stuff on the weekends, things like that. neutral talk_type +874 AnnoMi-client_53_7.mp4 Uh, yeah, if it's school-related, maybe like a game or two, or go to the mall, like, to shop or go to the movies or something, and at night, maybe like a party or something if someone's throwing. neutral talk_type +875 AnnoMi-client_53_9.mp4 Um, I like to read and I like to go outside and, like, take walks and, like, hike and stuff. I'm very outdoorsy, so- neutral talk_type +876 AnnoMi-client_53_11.mp4 Well, I plan to apply to college and maybe, you know, have a good career and something like that, hopefully. neutral talk_type +877 AnnoMi-client_53_13.mp4 Well, I'm-I'm looking at the journalism, maybe pre-law. neutral talk_type +878 AnnoMi-client_53_15.mp4 -which is a little different, but- neutral talk_type +879 AnnoMi-client_53_17.mp4 Yeah. Thanks. neutral talk_type +880 AnnoMi-client_53_19.mp4 Yeah, I'm doing okay. I'm getting mostly A's and B's, so I'm pretty good, I'm okay. neutral talk_type +881 AnnoMi-client_53_21.mp4 Um, I think all my grades are A's and B's, so, yeah. neutral talk_type +882 AnnoMi-client_53_23.mp4 Um, I'm not sure yet, but I'm looking into schools like in the area, so maybe, I don't know, maybe I'll leave home or something. neutral talk_type +883 AnnoMi-client_53_25.mp4 Um, well, I'm definitely not a math or science person, so I started off by there that I started looking at careers that maybe I would like. So- neutral talk_type +884 AnnoMi-client_53_27.mp4 Um, not really. Maybe one or two drinks at a party at the most. neutral talk_type +885 AnnoMi-client_53_29.mp4 Um, maybe like once or twice a month at the most. neutral talk_type +886 AnnoMi-client_53_31.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +887 AnnoMi-client_53_33.mp4 Possibly, yeah. neutral talk_type +888 AnnoMi-client_53_35.mp4 Yeah, I guess you can say that. neutral talk_type +889 AnnoMi-client_53_37.mp4 Um, just two drinks at a party at the most. I don't-- I don't like to drink a lot. I don't-- Getting drunk is not something that appeals to me. So, I just have, like, a drink in my hand, so my friends won't bug me about not drinking. It's just like to look like I'm actually doing something. Most of- a lot of the time, I don't even drink at all. So- neutral talk_type +890 AnnoMi-client_53_39.mp4 Um, no, not really, maybe tipsy, but not like drunk. neutral talk_type +891 AnnoMi-client_53_41.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +892 AnnoMi-client_53_43.mp4 Um, yeah, yeah. neutral talk_type +893 AnnoMi-client_53_45.mp4 No, I have drunk-driven and never got in a car with a drunk driver. neutral talk_type +894 AnnoMi-client_53_47.mp4 Um, I mean, I have some friends that drink some more than others, like, my close group of friends don't really drink as much because I'm not really interested in that, but I know that there are people that drink a lot more. neutral talk_type +895 AnnoMi-client_53_49.mp4 Yeah. There are kids that drink a lot more than I do. Definitely, yeah. neutral talk_type +896 AnnoMi-client_53_51.mp4 Not really closely, like, I know who they are and I'll say hi, but not-- They're not really, like, close friends of mine. neutral talk_type +897 AnnoMi-client_53_53.mp4 Um, yeah. That makes sense. neutral talk_type +898 AnnoMi-client_53_55.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +899 AnnoMi-client_53_57.mp4 Yeah, yeah, I have. That's, uh, one of the main reasons that I don't like to drink that much. neutral talk_type +900 AnnoMi-client_53_59.mp4 So- neutral talk_type +901 AnnoMi-client_53_61.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +902 AnnoMi-client_53_63.mp4 Yeah. Definitely, yeah. neutral talk_type +903 AnnoMi-client_53_65.mp4 Um, yeah, I mean, I guess it's the thing to do at a party, so- neutral talk_type +904 AnnoMi-client_53_67.mp4 Um, definitely not. That's why I don't try to drink that much. Just- neutral talk_type +905 AnnoMi-client_53_69.mp4 -make it look like I am, kind of. neutral talk_type +906 AnnoMi-client_53_71.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +907 AnnoMi-client_53_73.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +908 AnnoMi-client_53_75.mp4 I definitely agree. I know that there are some other risks involved in alcohol, they are the ones you mentioned, like, health-wise and things like that, so, I agree that alcohol may not be the best thing. change talk_type +909 AnnoMi-client_53_77.mp4 Um, yeah, I mean, it's not, like, a really big part of my life, so. change talk_type +910 AnnoMi-client_53_79.mp4 Okay. change talk_type +911 AnnoMi-client_53_81.mp4 Yeah, yeah, definitely. I'll just not have a drink. change talk_type +912 AnnoMi-client_53_83.mp4 Um, I really can't control what they do, but I'll definitely try to get my closest friends to maybe stop like I will. change talk_type +913 AnnoMi-client_53_85.mp4 Well, then, I guess, I'll just try to hang around them less or something. I'll try to find things for us to do that don't involve alcohol like a party or anything. change talk_type +914 AnnoMi-client_53_87.mp4 Okay. change talk_type +915 AnnoMi-client_53_89.mp4 Yeah. change talk_type +916 AnnoMi-client_53_91.mp4 Okay, yeah. change talk_type +917 AnnoMi-client_53_93.mp4 Okay, yeah, definitely. change talk_type +918 AnnoMi-client_53_95.mp4 They would be pretty upset. Yeah. They don't really condone alcohol use. change talk_type +919 AnnoMi-client_53_97.mp4 So- neutral talk_type +920 AnnoMi-client_53_99.mp4 Okay. change talk_type +921 AnnoMi-client_53_101.mp4 Um, no, no. I think I'm good. change talk_type +922 AnnoMi-client_53_103.mp4 Uh, no. neutral talk_type +923 AnnoMi-client_53_105.mp4 I have no questions. neutral talk_type +924 AnnoMi-client_53_107.mp4 Okay, thanks. neutral talk_type +925 AnnoMi-client_57_1.mp4 Yeah? neutral talk_type +926 AnnoMi-client_57_3.mp4 Uh, I talked with my doctor about my medicine. That's his job. sustain talk_type +927 AnnoMi-client_57_5.mp4 Well, to be honest with you, I'm not even certain I'm going to take the medicine. Now, I know I got high cholesterol, I've got to get that down, but on the other hand, this medicine can cause some severe muscle weakness and I just can't afford that. I'm a truck driver and I haul those heavy boxes in on the dollies and I just can't afford that, so you know. sustain talk_type +928 AnnoMi-client_57_7.mp4 Yeah, down the line, but- sustain talk_type +929 AnnoMi-client_57_9.mp4 Well, right now it's the muscle weakness that-that I'm concerned about, and that's, uh, you know, that's the present, uh, I've got to do my job. sustain talk_type +930 AnnoMi-client_57_11.mp4 Well, you know- why don't you just give me the medicine, I'll take it home and I'll think about it? But you know, I'm worried about my job. sustain talk_type +931 AnnoMi-client_57_13.mp4 Sure. Fine. Just— change talk_type +932 AnnoMi-client_57_15.mp4 Whatever. neutral talk_type +933 AnnoMi-client_57_17.mp4 Okay, sure. Fine. change talk_type +934 AnnoMi-client_59_1.mp4 Well, it was raining. I didn't want my science fair project to get wet. I knew my parents were— neutral talk_type +935 AnnoMi-client_59_3.mp4 It really wasn't that big of a deal. neutral talk_type +936 AnnoMi-client_59_5.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +937 AnnoMi-client_69_1.mp4 I'm sorry, but are you the pharmacist? I just had a question about citalopram. neutral talk_type +938 AnnoMi-client_69_3.mp4 Okay, but I just wanted to know if it interacts with phenelzine? neutral talk_type +939 AnnoMi-client_69_5.mp4 Okay, thanks for that. I have an appointment to run to. neutral talk_type +940 AnnoMi-client_72_1.mp4 Right. Actually, I do want to speak to you about something that happened during this past weekend. Usually, as, you know, I'm, um, I'm an honor student. I-I usually I'm studying over the weekend and my parents don't let me go out to parties, but I kind of use that to my advantage, to convince my parents to go to this party that my friends were pressuring me to go to. And when I- when I got there, like I'm not used to this like party environment where everything you see in the movies is kind of what happens, where you have people just drinking out of the bottle- neutral talk_type +941 AnnoMi-client_72_3.mp4 -or playing random games with alcohol, just to get drunk for no reason. And because I was there in the moment, I felt pressured to do and like conform to what everyone else was doing. So I wouldn't be- I wouldn't be ostracized. sustain talk_type +942 AnnoMi-client_72_5.mp4 I understand. neutral talk_type +943 AnnoMi-client_72_7.mp4 Okay. Um, I know that it's bad for me. It's-it's bad for my body. It's bad for-for-for-for being on the team, for being an athlete. It hinders my performance. Just, I don't know. I-I feel that my-my friends pressure me. I don't know. I feel I should like go with different friend groups. Maybe. I don't know. change talk_type +944 AnnoMi-client_72_9.mp4 I don't know, like being in a sports team, y-you feel very, you have to like be unified with the group. neutral talk_type +945 AnnoMi-client_72_11.mp4 Right. And as being one of the leaders, my fellow teammates expect me to be-- I expect them to lead not only in the sports but also in social environments. And if that's a social- that's a social custom in our society. So it's like— sustain talk_type +946 AnnoMi-client_72_13.mp4 I could, but that could also backfire on me. I feel that I could be ridiculed for being, having a stick up my butt, you know. sustain talk_type +947 AnnoMi-client_72_15.mp4 I mean, it's just one-- I'm just one person against the voice of the mob. sustain talk_type +948 AnnoMi-client_72_17.mp4 I understand. neutral talk_type +949 AnnoMi-client_72_19.mp4 Well, I'll dedicate the time, not to party and night. Well, not-not-not party, but, you know, get involved with alcohol to that extent. And like, have it publicized on the internet. change talk_type +950 AnnoMi-client_72_21.mp4 Like on Facebook, all the pictures that you saw on the internet. Like I w- I will avoid those situations where I have to go to a party where I feel pressured to actually drink alcohol and allow what I do in my own private time to put on the internet so others can see, even though. change talk_type +951 AnnoMi-client_72_23.mp4 Right. I'll stop. change talk_type +952 AnnoMi-client_72_25.mp4 I promise. change talk_type +953 AnnoMi-client_72_27.mp4 Shake. change talk_type +954 AnnoMi-client_72_29.mp4 See you later. neutral talk_type +955 AnnoMi-client_74_1.mp4 I'm doing all right. How are you? neutral talk_type +956 AnnoMi-client_74_3.mp4 Oh, I got my lip pierced. neutral talk_type +957 AnnoMi-client_74_5.mp4 Why? I don't know. I wanted a change and- neutral talk_type +958 AnnoMi-client_74_7.mp4 -it seems kind of cool neutral talk_type +959 AnnoMi-client_74_9.mp4 Well, I mean, nobody needs a piercing, I wanted one. It was a- neutral talk_type +960 AnnoMi-client_74_11.mp4 -nice change. neutral talk_type +961 AnnoMi-client_74_13.mp4 Oh, I mean, it's my lip that's pierced, not my teeth. neutral talk_type +962 AnnoMi-client_74_15.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +963 AnnoMi-client_90_1.mp4 Um, I mean, it was just the, like a social gathering. It wasn't like I was looking for it, uh, the drinks were there and I-- all my friends were doing it and it was just-- it's-it's not something that I like do occa- on occasion, but whenever the opportunity presents itself, it-it's nice to just let loose and have a little bit of fun sometimes. sustain talk_type +964 AnnoMi-client_90_3.mp4 I-I get what you're coming from, but I-I-I really did. I-I thought that I had it under control and I didn't let myself get too far gone. I-I didn't want to be, um, how do I put this? Like, I want it to be in control and I wanted to make sure that all my friends were okay, so I didn't let myself drink too much. neutral talk_type +965 AnnoMi-client_90_5.mp4 Yeah. I-I understand exactly what you're saying. And— neutral talk_type +966 AnnoMi-client_90_7.mp4 I-I don't think I'm drinking that much. I mean, it's-it's mainly for social gatherings. Like it's nothing that I do, like by myself or whatever. It's just the— sustain talk_type +967 AnnoMi-client_90_9.mp4 Every other weekends, I would say. neutral talk_type +968 AnnoMi-client_90_11.mp4 Um, I-I guess I can. I-I can probably be more productive in my schoolwork and rather than going out to parties as much and I-I do get you're coming from and— change talk_type +969 AnnoMi-client_90_13.mp4 Yeah, I guess I haven't really put it on myself. I guess it's really been forced on their account. And I've just been following in their footsteps just to-- just because it seems like what they're doing is a lot of fun. And I just want to make sure that I'm getting every bit of the high school experience that I can. neutral talk_type +970 AnnoMi-client_90_15.mp4 Mm. Yeah. I-I-I do see that maybe me drinking not as much would possibly better my life to-to a certain degree. And I-- it does make a lot of sense. And I-I guess I can put more effort into sort of lowering the level of drinking that— change talk_type +971 AnnoMi-client_90_17.mp4 Yeah. I mean, alcohol is just so prevalent in our society and it's just around me, wherever I go and parties and stuff that. I-I kind of feel like I should just, uh, get used to it or at least understand its, uh, its effects before I should let it get out of my life entirely. I don't- I don't really see it as something that will completely destroy my life. neutral talk_type +972 AnnoMi-client_90_19.mp4 Yeah. I-I-I just-- I don't see the problem in it right now and maybe it's because I haven't really had that traumatic of an experience but I'm— sustain talk_type +973 AnnoMi-client_90_21.mp4 You're-you're right. I-I don't want- I don't wanna be too far gone before it's too late. Like I-I can imagine something possibly happening where it's to a degree where I can't escape. And I-I guess I've never really had any-any real experience where the alcohol has really affected me that much or affected anybody close to me that much. So I guess it's something that I feel like I'm control of, but in reality, I might not have as much control as I think. change talk_type +974 AnnoMi-client_92_1.mp4 Mm-hmm. Yeah. neutral talk_type +975 AnnoMi-client_92_3.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +976 AnnoMi-client_92_5.mp4 Well, I did a research on the chronic inhaler, and I saw that there were steroids in it, and I do not want my daughter taking steroids. I read about all the side effects of steroids and all the potential health problems. I don't want her taking them, and I just want to tell you right up front, I do not want to hear anything about the fact that I do smoke. Um, I smoke outside, I smoke away from her. I do not ever do it around her. So I do not want to hear about that. sustain talk_type +977 AnnoMi-client_92_7.mp4 Okay, I-I am not going to allow her to take any kind of steroid. I am not going to allow that to happen. She's my daughter. She's my responsibility, and I'm not going to allow that to happen, and I absolutely make sure that the smoking does not affect her. sustain talk_type +978 AnnoMi-client_92_9.mp4 Fine. I'm in a really big hurry, and I need to get those prescriptions filled as soon as possible, please. neutral talk_type +979 AnnoMi-client_92_11.mp4 Fine. I just need to get my prescriptions. neutral talk_type +980 AnnoMi-client_102_1.mp4 Sure. neutral talk_type +981 AnnoMi-client_102_3.mp4 Well, [sighs] I've been thinking about working out lately. I really want to start working out again. It's-it's been in my mind, I know I need to do it. It's just getting the motivation to do it. change talk_type +982 AnnoMi-client_102_5.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +983 AnnoMi-client_102_7.mp4 Well, I don't know if I'm really being lazy about it. I think it's just that I have a busy schedule. sustain talk_type +984 AnnoMi-client_102_9.mp4 I just need to find the time to do it. And, yes, I might be lacking a little bit of motivation, but I think it's more timing and trying to fit it in. sustain talk_type +985 AnnoMi-client_102_11.mp4 But I think that part of the problem is that I-I don't have three to four times- three to four times a week to do it, or an hour even. I mean, hour is a long time because if I'm working out for an hour that means I'm leaving home to get there- sustain talk_type +986 AnnoMi-client_102_13.mp4 -time there, time back. I mean, it's not just an hour, it's like two hours, realistically. sustain talk_type +987 AnnoMi-client_102_15.mp4 Well, oh, um, okay. change talk_type +988 AnnoMi-client_102_17.mp4 Okay. change talk_type +989 AnnoMi-client_106_1.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +990 AnnoMi-client_106_3.mp4 Yeah, it's pretty stressful for both of us. He gets really upset. neutral talk_type +991 AnnoMi-client_106_5.mp4 Yeah, I-- Yeah, I do smoke, but I don't smoke around him. I try really hard not to smoke around him. neutral talk_type +992 AnnoMi-client_106_7.mp4 I-I don't know. I mean, I try really hard not to smoke around him. I don't smoke in the car. Um, when he's home, I go outside to smoke. I just-- I mean, I know it's bad, and I know it's bad for him, so I don't want him to be around it so I try really hard. neutral talk_type +993 AnnoMi-client_106_9.mp4 No, but I don't smoke. I'm-- I-I-I've thought about quitting, but it's just- It's really hard so I just don't know how to do it. neutral talk_type +994 AnnoMi-client_106_11.mp4 I know, I know. I've heard-- People have told me before, I've heard all that. I just don't know how to do it. How am I supposed to quit? It's-it's so hard. sustain talk_type +995 AnnoMi-client_106_13.mp4 I just don't have time for any of that. sustain talk_type +996 AnnoMi-client_106_15.mp4 I understand that. I know it is. I mean, everybody has problems, right? It's just really-- It's really, really hard. neutral talk_type +997 AnnoMi-client_106_17.mp4 I don't know. neutral talk_type +998 AnnoMi-client_106_19.mp4 I'll-I'll-I'll go look at all those things and-and I'll find-- I guess I'll-I'll try to find something, and-and I'll talk to my doctor about it. change talk_type +999 AnnoMi-client_106_21.mp4 Okay, whatever. Okay. sustain talk_type +1000 AnnoMi-client_115_1.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +1001 AnnoMi-client_115_3.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1002 AnnoMi-client_115_5.mp4 Oh. neutral talk_type +1003 AnnoMi-client_115_7.mp4 Gonna get that again. neutral talk_type +1004 AnnoMi-client_115_9.mp4 I do all the above, yeah. neutral talk_type +1005 AnnoMi-client_115_11.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1006 AnnoMi-client_115_13.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1007 AnnoMi-client_115_15.mp4 Okay. Sure. neutral talk_type +1008 AnnoMi-client_115_17.mp4 I've heard it all. I-- but I just want to get my teeth fixed. neutral talk_type +1009 AnnoMi-client_115_19.mp4 I did a pill thing, so I did try it. So like, I did try try it. I just did the pills and they didn't work. sustain talk_type +1010 AnnoMi-client_115_21.mp4 It was a waste and it caused more side effects sustain talk_type +1011 AnnoMi-client_115_23.mp4 Or seven lectures along the road. sustain talk_type +1012 AnnoMi-client_115_25.mp4 No. No, I just feel that way. I get really-- I get very defensive about when they bring-- cause I get it from my family doc, from my cardiologist, everybody. I'm like, I'm not a complete fool. I am for smoking, but— sustain talk_type +1013 AnnoMi-client_115_27.mp4 -but it's not easy to quit. sustain talk_type +1014 AnnoMi-client_115_29.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1015 AnnoMi-client_115_31.mp4 I guess I got to really want to and-- things I've tried usually caused me more problems than they helped. sustain talk_type +1016 AnnoMi-client_115_33.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +1017 AnnoMi-client_115_35.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +1018 AnnoMi-client_115_37.mp4 Okay. Well, can I go now? sustain talk_type +1019 AnnoMi-client_115_39.mp4 I-I-I know it, I know- I know, doc, what you're trying to-- but I just don't want to get into that right now. sustain talk_type +1020 AnnoMi-client_115_41.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +1021 AnnoMi-client_115_43.mp4 I appreciate your care. neutral talk_type +1022 AnnoMi-client_115_45.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +1023 AnnoMi-client_118_1.mp4 Well, I've got myself all worked up now I've been sat outside. neutral talk_type +1024 AnnoMi-client_118_3.mp4 I'm not-- I'm now late. I'm sorry. Um, I've come to see you because I've got a really sore throat. It's been like this for a good few days, um, and I think I need some more antibiotics. neutral talk_type +1025 AnnoMi-client_118_5.mp4 Ah. neutral talk_type +1026 AnnoMi-client_118_7.mp4 I've been sat here for half an hour. Do you not want to know a little bit more about it, or? I mean, it- it's really painful. I- I've barely been able to swallow today and I'm so worried about passing things on to the kids. Um— neutral talk_type +1027 AnnoMi-client_118_9.mp4 [sighs] Well, I mean, this is gonna affect my job. I talk on the phone quite a lot at work, and I'm just-- I don't think at the moment I'm going to be able to go to work. Can- can I, at least, get a sick note? sustain talk_type +1028 AnnoMi-client_118_11.mp4 Well, I don't think my employer are gonna take that. I mean, they- they've given us so much hassle at things in the past. I mean, can- can I get a private note? Can- can I ask you to write me a letter, at least? neutral talk_type +1029 AnnoMi-client_118_13.mp4 Just- it's just not good enough. I just-- [sighs] neutral talk_type +1030 AnnoMi-client_118_15.mp4 Parace- paracetamol. Do you understand how difficult this is gonna be for me? I mean, I could lose my job or something. neutral talk_type +1031 AnnoMi-client_118_17.mp4 I'm sorry, uh, I think I'm gonna say something that I don't- I don't want to, so I'm actually going to go. neutral talk_type +1032 AnnoMi-client_118_19.mp4 Thank you. neutral talk_type +1033 AnnoMi-client_123_1.mp4 That's great. neutral talk_type +1034 AnnoMi-client_123_3.mp4 I don't smoke cigarettes. neutral talk_type +1035 AnnoMi-client_123_5.mp4 Well, the only thing-- I've never smoked cigarettes ever, um, but, um, when, um, when I go out with my friends, um, we like to go to, you know, we like to go out to lounges. neutral talk_type +1036 AnnoMi-client_123_7.mp4 And, um, you know, sometimes they're those- those, uh, nice young men that gift you different sorts of things. And we got some of those mini cigars that are Swisher sweets, they come in peach and-and grape and-and, you know, that's the only time that really, you know, I've ever really used anything that-that's got tobacco in it. sustain talk_type +1037 AnnoMi-client_123_9.mp4 Really? Bad? But they're just little, mini, little, cute little girly cigars. sustain talk_type +1038 AnnoMi-client_123_11.mp4 Well, I only use them just to relax. I mean, it's not like it's something that I would smoke 20 or 30 cigarettes a day, I mean, I only do it when we go out. sustain talk_type +1039 AnnoMi-client_123_13.mp4 Well, I didn't really know I'd started. sustain talk_type +1040 AnnoMi-client_123_15.mp4 I didn't really think that it was anything more than just like social drinking, just something that I do in a social setting when me and my friends go out to the bars. sustain talk_type +1041 AnnoMi-client_123_17.mp4 Uh, maybe. neutral talk_type +1042 AnnoMi-client_123_19.mp4 Well, it's something that I'll have to think about. neutral talk_type +1043 AnnoMi-client_123_21.mp4 Well, it's just something that I do to relax, and I don't do it that often. And so I probably could cut back. change talk_type +1044 AnnoMi-client_123_23.mp4 Well, I don't believe that they are cigars. And what I do believe is that it's a choice and it's my right, and it's something that I choose to do. And so I will think about cutting back, but I'm not at a point where I'm ready to do that. And I'm not really sure that I even believe that what you're telling me is real. sustain talk_type +1045 AnnoMi-client_123_25.mp4 Well, it's something that I'll think about. neutral talk_type +1046 AnnoMi-client_126_1.mp4 Yeah. My doctor said he called something in. neutral talk_type +1047 AnnoMi-client_126_3.mp4 No, not really. neutral talk_type +1048 AnnoMi-client_126_5.mp4 No. neutral talk_type +1049 AnnoMi-client_126_7.mp4 Okay. Um, why am I taking this medication? neutral talk_type +1050 AnnoMi-client_126_9.mp4 No, I guess not. neutral talk_type +1051 AnnoMi-client_126_12.mp4 Yeah. My doctor said he called something in. neutral talk_type +1052 AnnoMi-client_126_14.mp4 No, not really. neutral talk_type +1053 AnnoMi-client_126_16.mp4 No. neutral talk_type +1054 AnnoMi-client_126_18.mp4 Okay. Um, so why am I taking this medication? neutral talk_type +1055 AnnoMi-client_126_20.mp4 I guess not. neutral talk_type +1056 AnnoMi-client_126_23.mp4 Sure. I'm just getting a few groceries. neutral talk_type +1057 AnnoMi-client_126_25.mp4 Well, he told me that I had a blood test for cholesterol, and that I should start taking this. neutral talk_type +1058 AnnoMi-client_126_27.mp4 He didn't really tell me. He just phoned it in. neutral talk_type +1059 AnnoMi-client_126_29.mp4 Well, I take all of my other medications right before I go to bed. So I guess I could take it then. change talk_type +1060 AnnoMi-client_126_31.mp4 I store my medications, uh, in my nightstand, right by my bed. neutral talk_type +1061 AnnoMi-client_126_33.mp4 No. neutral talk_type +1062 AnnoMi-client_126_35.mp4 He didn't mention anything about that. neutral talk_type +1063 AnnoMi-client_126_38.mp4 Sure. I'm just gonna take one tablet right before I go to bed with my other medications. And I guess I will switched to orange juice. And if I notice any muscle pain that is severe, I'll call Dr. Ferris right away. change talk_type +1064 AnnoMi-client_126_40.mp4 Uh, I think you answered all my questions. Thank you. neutral talk_type +1065 AnnoMi-client_126_43.mp4 Sure. I'm just getting a few groceries. neutral talk_type +1066 AnnoMi-client_126_45.mp4 He told me that I had a blood test for cholesterol so that I should start taking this medication. neutral talk_type +1067 AnnoMi-client_126_47.mp4 He didn't tell me, he just phoned it in. neutral talk_type +1068 AnnoMi-client_126_49.mp4 I take all my other medications right before I go to bed. So I guess I could take it then. change talk_type +1069 AnnoMi-client_126_52.mp4 I store them all in the nightstand by my bed. neutral talk_type +1070 AnnoMi-client_126_54.mp4 No. I don't have any kids. neutral talk_type +1071 AnnoMi-client_126_57.mp4 He didn't mention anything about that. neutral talk_type +1072 AnnoMi-client_126_60.mp4 Sure. I'm just gonna take one tablet of the cholesterol statin, uh, in the evening with all my other medications. And I guess I'll switch to orange juice. And if I notice any bad muscle pains, then I'll be sure to call Dr. Ferris right away. change talk_type +1073 AnnoMi-client_126_62.mp4 I think you answered all my questions. Thank you. neutral talk_type +1074 AnnoMi-client_130_0.mp4 Wow. I can't believe he fell asleep after all of that crying, poor guy. neutral talk_type +1075 AnnoMi-client_130_2.mp4 Well, you're right. I-I did quit smoking when I was pregnant, but actually, um, a couple of weeks ago, I went out, my mom was able to take Jake for the night and my friends they were having a birthday party and we had a couple of glasses of wine and it felt like old times. So before I knew it, I was out having a cigarette with them. And since then I've been having a couple of cigarettes a day, you know, just at the end of the day after I put Jake to bed. But that sounds like it has nothing to do with what you're talking about, right? sustain talk_type +1076 AnnoMi-client_130_4.mp4 Well, I had no idea that it was such a big deal. I-I didn't think it would have anything to do with Jake getting sick or, you know, hurting him. neutral talk_type +1077 AnnoMi-client_130_6.mp4 Well, you know, I-I was doing perfectly well. It was just when I went out with my friends and, you know, usually, I'm fine with the cravings. It's just when I have a glass of wine at the end of the day. And if I have more than two or three, I just get that craving for a cigarette. And if I have cigarettes in the house, it just happens. You know, I'm doing pretty good. sustain talk_type +1078 AnnoMi-client_130_8.mp4 Okay. Um, well, yeah, I-I guess I can throw the cigarettes. And tomorrow night when I have my glass of wine, I'll-I'll just try to avoid that craving. change talk_type +1079 AnnoMi-client_130_10.mp4 Only a couple of drinks a night. You know, it's pretty rare if I have anything more than that. It's just my way of relaxing at the end of the day. It's been so stressful since Jake came along. It's just how I fall asleep at the end of the night. sustain talk_type +1080 AnnoMi-client_130_12.mp4 Well. neutral talk_type +1081 AnnoMi-client_130_14.mp4 I guess about- I have about a half a glass a night and maybe two. Very rarely I'll have more than that. You know, it just helps me kind of relax. sustain talk_type +1082 AnnoMi-client_130_16.mp4 I didn't know it was such a big deal. I-I never thought that there would be any impacts on Jake because of it. neutral talk_type +1083 AnnoMi-client_130_18.mp4 I guess I'll do the same thing. I'll go home and throw out the bottles of wine and stop having a glass at the end of the day. change talk_type +1084 AnnoMi-client_130_20.mp4 Okay, I'll try my best. change talk_type +1085 AnnoMi-client_131_1.mp4 Good morning. neutral talk_type +1086 AnnoMi-client_131_3.mp4 Well, I need some medication if you can offer me some. change talk_type +1087 AnnoMi-client_131_5.mp4 And, uh, whatever else you can do just to get me to go smoke-free. change talk_type +1088 AnnoMi-client_131_7.mp4 It's, uh, just these days-- I think these days I'm-I'm finding that, um, I'm smoking 20, 30 a day, I'm getting sick of it. It's, you know, I've seen my friends have stopped smoking too and it's kind of they're looking at me weird these days like I'm the only one left who's still smoking. change talk_type +1089 AnnoMi-client_131_9.mp4 Especially the other night I was at the restaurant, it was a bit-- you know, it was a bit embarrassing I'm the only one walk walking out. change talk_type +1090 AnnoMi-client_131_11.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +1091 AnnoMi-client_131_13.mp4 Um, it's expensive these days. change talk_type +1092 AnnoMi-client_131_15.mp4 It's-it's about-- Um, I'll buy and go through a pack a day, so it's almost £7. neutral talk_type +1093 AnnoMi-client_131_17.mp4 £7 a day today, so- change talk_type +1094 AnnoMi-client_131_19.mp4 -you're talking about £40, uh— change talk_type +1095 AnnoMi-client_131_21.mp4 £50 a week. neutral talk_type +1096 AnnoMi-client_131_23.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1097 AnnoMi-client_131_25.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1098 AnnoMi-client_131_27.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +1099 AnnoMi-client_131_29.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1100 AnnoMi-client_131_31.mp4 Well, what you do-- What do you suggest? neutral talk_type +1101 AnnoMi-client_131_33.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +1102 AnnoMi-client_131_35.mp4 Um, it's just entertainment. Something, um, when I bored, it's got-- I've got-- I smoke- sustain talk_type +1103 AnnoMi-client_131_37.mp4 -or sometimes I go out, but as I said, I'm the only one kind of outside. change talk_type +1104 AnnoMi-client_131_39.mp4 The-- Um, it takes away a lot of my stresses. sustain talk_type +1105 AnnoMi-client_131_41.mp4 Just, uh, when I- when I go down, uh, for-for a break at work. neutral talk_type +1106 AnnoMi-client_131_43.mp4 I never go down, I just need a break away from it all, just shut off. So, uh, I-I really enjoyed that. The cigarette just helps me calm down. sustain talk_type +1107 AnnoMi-client_131_45.mp4 It's definitely the one at the end of the evening. sustain talk_type +1108 AnnoMi-client_131_47.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1109 AnnoMi-client_131_49.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1110 AnnoMi-client_131_51.mp4 I guess, um, I'll just- I'll just have, you know, some fresh air as well, but this time without a cigarette in my hand but to try and give myself regular breaks maybe, I don't know. change talk_type +1111 AnnoMi-client_131_53.mp4 It's one of those tough things. neutral talk_type +1112 AnnoMi-client_131_55.mp4 I've managed for a couple of weeks. change talk_type +1113 AnnoMi-client_131_57.mp4 It was, um-- To be honest, it was stress from an argument with my partner I remember. neutral talk_type +1114 AnnoMi-client_131_59.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1115 AnnoMi-client_131_61.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +1116 AnnoMi-client_131_63.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +1117 AnnoMi-client_131_65.mp4 I guess, um, at the weekend I've got a party coming up. neutral talk_type +1118 AnnoMi-client_131_67.mp4 So, uh, maybe Monday morning. neutral talk_type +1119 AnnoMi-client_131_71.mp4 Yeah. I'm thinking, um, one of these patches. change talk_type +1120 AnnoMi-client_131_73.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1121 AnnoMi-client_131_75.mp4 Mm-hmm. neutral talk_type +1122 AnnoMi-client_131_77.mp4 I just get irritable. neutral talk_type +1123 AnnoMi-client_131_79.mp4 Yeah. neutral talk_type +1124 AnnoMi-client_131_81.mp4 Hmm. neutral talk_type +1125 AnnoMi-client_131_83.mp4 Okay. neutral talk_type +1126 AnnoMi-client_131_85.mp4 Yeah, absolutely. neutral talk_type +1127 AnnoMi-client_131_87.mp4 Well, definitely. neutral talk_type +1128 AnnoMi-client_131_89.mp4 A nice phone call. neutral talk_type